my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter fifteen ♡

lillian ♡

"bye" i smiled as i wrapped my arms around dillon.

"bye, lily. i'll miss you like crazy" he said into my neck.

"i'll miss you too. but you'll be fine" i said.

"yeah, yeah. okay." he sighed pulling away.

he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

he pulled away.

"last call for flight 120 to princeton, indiana" the intercom said.

"i love you" he said and walked away.

i would have smiled at this but i didn't.

he loves me. wow.

that's an amazing feeling but it feels so wrong.

i don't know why?

he turned back around and i smiled at him.

then he boarded the plane.

i walked back to jacks car.

i sat in the drivers seat for a minute.

what is wrong with me?

i don't have a crush on jack anymore, that was just a silly phase that i'm over but why am i feeling this way about dillon loving me.

i texted zoey.

lillian: dillon loves me!!
zoey: what!! omg so cute!
lillian: it feels wrong though
zoey: wdym?
lillian: idk.. it feels wrong to love him or for him to love me. i needa talk to you
zoey: come over?
lillian: i'm with jack helping laura. after?
zoey: see you later<3

i put my phone down and drove back to the house.

i walked inside and saw a frustrated jack on the couch.

"oh my god, thank god you are back" molly said walking over to me.

"everything alright here? they look a little frustrated.. ?" i said.

"they've been fighting for the past hour." he said.

"about?" i asked.

"the wedding" she said.

oh god.

"what's the issue?" i asked.

"he doesn't want me to have the wedding in two weeks" laura said.

"why not? i think that's perfect" i smiled

but i stopped smiling when jack turned to me and glared.

"because it's too soon!" jack exclaimed.

"but if you and lily were to be doing this, two weeks would be a great time right?" laura asked.

wait what?

"yes because we've known each other for fourteen years" he said back.

"woah wait a minute.. we're not getting married and jack, i think it's her decision and taylor's and i don't see how two weeks is a problem?" i said to him directly.

"because it is" he said.

"jack, come with me" i said taking his arm and pulling him upstairs to his old room.

i shut the door.

"what is the big deal?" i asked him.

"it's too soon" he said.

"how?" i asked.

"they've been together dating for only six months and i just think they're rushing into this and i don't want my sister being hurt in the end, that's all"

"jack, come on, she's laura, she knows what she's doing, she wouldn't have said yes if she didn't actually mean it. she's okay, just let her plan it the way she wants to. she's okay" i said.

he sighed running a hand through his hair.

"i know, i know" he said.

"i'm sorry, god, i'm so glad i have you" he said.

me too.

"you need to tell her you're sorry" i said.

"yeah, i need to" he said.

we walked out the room and sat on the couch.

"i'm so happy you're here or else this would have gone on forever" molly whispered.

"i can't imagine him being in a world without me" i said.

"me either" she said back.

they made up and the weddings in two weeks.

"so thursday of next week, we've scheduled for all my bridesmaids to get fitted for dresses" laura said.

"got it" i said.