To Adora, The Melting Dreams. (BOOK 1)

#8; the lucid dream

Fruga at the image~
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Dahan dahan akong naglakad patungo sa apartment room namin ni Zoe. Surprised, confused and scared of what just happened.

The manifest content of my dream is scaring the shit out of me, parang napaka-sakit at napaka-lungkot ng panaginip na iyon.

Maybe, maybe gising ang diwa ko kanina, but I'm still confused about this since hindi ko ma-control ang sarili kong panaginip. It's like watching my own drama in my dreams.

"Oh." Napapikit ako at nasapo ang aking noo right after I arrived at my front door. Ang kabog ng aking dibdib ay hindi na mawala-wala.

I'm so stressed out about the whole situation. Another thing is, naka pirma ako sa kontrata.

Okay what was I thinking back there? At pumayag din akong ma-hypnotize para mapatulog ng isang 'yon, he even gave me a lucid dream, I mean--- almost lucid dream iyon na hindi, dahil para lamang akong nanood ng isang movie kanina.

So many strange things are getting into my head, halos hindi ko na mapagtanto kung ano nga ba ang dapat na intindihin sa hindi dapat.

Ngayong nangangailangan ako ng kaunting kaalaman tungkol sa course na tinapos ko ay bigla akong nakaramdam ng pag-sisi, I should've studied harder and work my ass off at school.

Hindi dapat ako nanood ng anime at kdrama tuwing bago mag-exam, I should've at least scored higher than 80 at my major exams! Now I feel bad for getting 7's on every exam I took!

"Eyyy yo!" Mabilis kong nilingon ang bandang kaliwa kung saan ako nang galing, and there I saw Fruga's head sticking out of his door with a big smile.

"Good thing hindi ka pa pumapasok!" He chuckled and got out of his door, revealing his whole body frame.

Naglakad ito papunta sa akin at tumayo sa harap ko, his left hand on his nape while the other one is in his right pocket.

"What now? Ihy-hypnotize mo nanaman ako? Sheesh, I'll chop your head before you do such thing." I threatened him while pointing my finger on his neck. Actually ako ang kinakabahan dahil baka nga gawin niya ulit iyon, it's not a good thing to experience again.

My trust with this fellow is gradually falling down like a bird poop.

"Ohh! what a nice word of choice Adora--- kumalma ka muna kasi hindi naman kita hinypnotize." He just smiled with his chubby cheeks almost popping out like a butt cheek.

"Are you trying to mess up my memory now? Sorry, hindi kasi gumagana. Wjay can I say? Better luck next time?" I sarcastically said, crossing my arms as I stare back to Fruga. He got caught off by my comment but still he managed to laugh it off.

"Ohoho, Feisty." Pang aasar nito, squinting his eyes as his smile becomes wider. Pumamaywang ito at ngumisi na para bang isa akong katawa katawa.

Agad ko siyang binatukan, nagulat ito at napayuko sa impact. He looked at me with that despiteful pair of eyes. Imbes na makaramdam ng takot ay nanatiling kalmado ang aking mukha, I looked at my hand and said to him, "Sorry, Ang ingay kasi ng lamok."

"What an old shit." He mumurred while glaring at me big time, his faint curse is nothing to me. Hindi naman ako nasisindak sa tulad niyang mas mukha pang bata sa mga college students na aking tinuturuan.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" I asked him, not even taking any shit from his mouth.

Agad kong nilapat ang aking kamay sa doorknob, his eyes looked at it, para bang nagulat na iiwan ko ito dito nang hindi man lang pinakikinggan ang kaniyang sasabihin.