To Adora, The Melting Dreams. (BOOK 1)

#25; Wake up

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Your world -
By Seo

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I was extruded out of his world,

Out of my own dreams.

Ganoon ang aking pakiramdam nang magising.

Para pakiramdam ko'y pinilit akong alisin sa sarili kong panaginip. It was horrible, masakit at parang pumipintig ang aking ulo ng nang magising na ako.

'I'm back in my own home, My home with Zoe.' Sambit ng aking isip upang pakalmahin ang sarili. Isang malalim na paghinga ang aking ginawa at sinubukang tanggalin ang kirot na nararamdaman sa aking puso.

I tired and tried until I noticed the man besides me. Sheesh, Mabuti naman at okay lang ito. The other Zoe wasn't fine in any aspect. Nakakalungkot, Hindi ko alam kung paano tutulong.

Sa lalim ng aking iniisip ay napatitig na lamang ako sa aking tabi at naroon pa nga rin si Zoe, Sleeping soundly besides me. Bahagyang nakapatong sa akin ang braso nito at inunan niya naman ang isa. I smiled at the sight of him and lay back down again.

Medyo masikip sa sofa pero okay lang dahil hindi naman ako nahuhulog at hindi naman rin siya nagising.

Malakas ang tibok ng puso ko kahit nakatingin lamang ako sa mukha nitong parang anghel. Paano ba nagiging posible ang ganito kaperpektong mukha? God gave too much graceful features, He should thank God for it.

He looks peaceful and calm right now, Hindi tulad ng nasa panaginip ko--- the other Zoe is very fragile and broken, at hindi ko yata kakayaning makita rin ang Zoe na ito sa ganoong lagay.

Funny how I can't find the emotional connection between the two. Maybe because the memory of each doesn't add up together, mag kaiba ang kanilang alam, naaalala at ang mundong ginagalawan.

'This can't be that real.' I closed my eyes and breath in heavily. Praying; Please, don't let such thing happen.

Pag-dilat ko'y tulog parin ito. Well, baka napagod siya or he also drank the beer? Did he?

Hindi ko maalala since pa putol-putol ang naaalala ko tungkol sa pag iinuman namin ni Fruga. Mabuti pa ang alaala ko sa aking panaginip ay kasing linaw ng mga mata ko.

"I'm always here, Zoe." I said beneath my breath. My finger gently trailed his nose bridge, to his lips.

Surprisingly, he have a soft one. Hindi man manipis tulad ng karamihang mga poging lalaki, I think his lips are much more attractive than those models with super-thin lips.

Rather than a cute lips, he have a sexy one. Yes, sexy lips are better--- What on earth was I thinking?! Sheesh.

Bigla kong binawi ang aking kamay, nahiya sa sariling ginawa. Hindi ko dapat iyon ginawa lalo na't natutulog ito.

Is this considered as an offensive thing? Harrassment? I just harrassed his lips!

'Bad, Adora ha. Sumosobra ka na.' Sita ko sa sarili.

He softly groaned and snuggled closer to me. Kinabahan ako at natinggil sa paghinga, Akala ko'y nagising ito dahil sa ginawa ko but thankfully, Mahimbing pa rin siyang natutulog. Now were facing each other with only a few inches apart. Konting pag-nguso ko lamang ay mahahalikan ko ito.

'Sheesh, Adora ano ka ba!' Muling pag-sita ko sa sariling pag-iisip. Ano ito? Isang makamundong pag-nanasa? No, I shouldn't have those things!

Muli ay pinakalma ko ang sarili na nag-papanic, I once again stare at his face. Grabe, parang mas malaki pa ang mga pores ko kaysa sa kaniya. Nakakahiya naman pala itong katabi.