Academy Magica Coloris

Chapter 40: Sealed Emotion

Nagmadali akong ilipat sa pinaka last pagkatapos ng poem na may title na Broken Angel... something is strage. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang naninikip ang dibdib ko habang binabasa ang bawat salitang nakasulat sa tulang iyon.

at sa huling poem na sinulat niya...

Forbidden

Two different worlds.
Barrier between the both.
As a fire and ice.
It will never collide.

The different is not opposite.
Same but too much.
Will cause the end of the universe.
Together will the outcome of worst.

Words that can't be said.
Unspoken thoughts hidden.
Feelings that locked at first.
It is forbidden at all.

Complicated to say the truth.
Lies hidden by own.
For good but shows as the other way.
To die and save the other one.

Rival because of the past.
Together will clash at the end.
Destiny is the antagonist between.
Stay as two not one said by the prophecy.

Nabigla ako ng may kumuha ng binabasa ko. Pagtingin ko ay si Ashton... his face is dark. Screaming for I will kill you.

"I'm sorr---"

"Get the hell out of here," madiin ang pagkakasabi niya.

I hate the feeling of being scared... damn! What did you say Yvon? Scared?

Bumalik ako sa kwarto ko. Hindi ako nakapagsalita, umalis ako na parang tinanggap ang pagkatalo. Pero hindi iyon ang pinoproblema ko. My problem is this fucking beating heart. Masyadong mabilis, hindi ko kontrolado. Anong nangyayari saakin? Bakit naging apektado ako sa nabasa ko. Masyado bang malungkot ang pagkakasulat niya kaya parang... parang nadudurog ang puso ko sa hindi ko alam na dahilan.

My heart almost stopped when I saw him standing outside the glass door... again.

"Yvon," he started to say my name. He looks like trying to say something that he doesn't want to.

I didn't speak, I can't. I'm lost.

"I just want to talk to you about something, I mean..." hindi niya mahanap ang tamang salitang sasabihin niya.

Pero hindi ko na kayang tagalan pa ang presensya niya. Parang hindi na ako makahinga dahil sa paninikip ng dibdib ko. What the hell is happening to me?

"Yvon, kain na tayo, wait... may kausap ka ba dyan?" boses ni Cass ang nasa likod ng pintuang sinasandalan ko.

Hindi ko inalis ang tingin ko kay Ashton, hinihintay niya ang sasabihin ko, "Wala, sige lalabas na ako Cass."

Binitiw ko ang mga mata ko sa kanya at hindi na hinintay ang sasabihin niya. Tumalikod ako saka lumabas ng kwarto.

This is wrong.

This is hell wrong!

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