After Wrong Number

You can run into my arms

Umbrella
Rihanna

Matthew Gray

Nature.

That's what I saw in his bright eyes. He showed me the hidden dark trees into the forest where you could find the living and all the beauty.

Warmth along with grace.

That's what I felt when I listened to his laugh or looked at his unforgettable smile. He stopped my world from spinning.

Love.

That's what he gave me as he touched me, wrapping his arms safely around me and caressing my back with his soft hands.

"Jus?" I whispered soft, snuggling my head into his muscled chest.

"Yeah?" He kept rubbing my back in circles, calming me at an instant.

"Did it bother you?" I asked, afraid of his next answer.

Yesterday I caught up with Ryan in Starbucks which made me feel good since I missed my best friend.

Once I got home, Justin was already waiting for me in my bedroom. That's how I ended up with him here; laying in other's arms on my bed, talking about anything and everything like there was no tomorrow.

"What do you mean babe?" He asked with a confused undertone in his voice.

"Rain.. Weren't you tired of me or annoyed, because I was so fed up with Rain? And still am a bit fucked up about it.." I confessed and took my eyes away from his, feeling my heart beat faster in anxiety.

Oh no what if he is gonna leave me? What if he was pretending or is actually sick of me?

He probably hates me now.

"Matz.. Look in my eyes" He grabbed my hand, creating goosebumps over my body and eventually made me look up in his green colored orbs, but I still leaned my head on his chest.

"It's not easy to lose someone you love, don't worry about that part and I knew what I was getting into the moment I formed a crush on you. Sure, it was hard at first and it took me a while. But heck, it was definitely worth the wait. Look how good you are doing now Matty! You made so much progress and I can't express to you how proud I am of you" He told me with every determination that he had.

"T-thank you.." I smiled at him, blushed slightly and looked deeply in his eyes.

I couldn't resist it anymore so I grabbed him by his chin and kissed his lips long.

The fireworks that I felt with him the first time were still there and it intensified along with the goosebumps that crawled on my back.

He hummed against my lips in happiness, but I let him go after a couple of seconds.

"Wow.. This is the first time that you made the move" He smiled like a love sick boy and placed a soft kiss onto my forehead.

But both of us were actually love sick for one another.

This person was beautiful from the outside and soft yet amazing from the inside. He was a one of a kind that I was for ever grateful of.