Sweet Little Lies

9

Lisa's POV

"So it was you..." I whispered before finally putting down my phone on the flat surface, my bad leaning on the glassed wall as I wait for my students to come back after sending them for quite a long break so I can watch Bangtan's V-live. I had a feeling it might be him because he was the one who sent a message to Jisoo unnie before but I don't know. Somehow, there is a weird feeling inside me that I can't seem to point out.

Contrary to what I promised, I didn't leave a comment so he'd see I was watching. I'm not sure why but somehow, I feel like I wasn't ready to tell him that I finally know who he was.

Was I disappointed? I don't know.

Was I expecting someone else? I'm not sure.

But when I was watching, I keep thinking about how it shouldn't be him.

Not that I don't like him but I feel like I wasn't really as comfortable as when we chat on Instagram.

I just...

I just don't get the feeling.

I don't feel quite comfortable.

And I'm not sure I like it.

A long sigh escaped my lips.

What is this I'm feeling? I should be thankful I found someone like him.

He had been nothing but a sweetheart and here I am not being happy after finding out who he was. Sure he is handsome, well-built and yeah, charming, but I just...

I bite my lower lip in frustration.

Why?

Why am I feeling like this?

Why does it feel like he wasn't the same person?

Just when I decided to go show myself to him, why am I having second thoughts?

My hands reached for my phone and dialed Jisoo unnie's number.

I waited.

First ring...

Second...

And when she picked up, "Unnie..."

I have decided.

"I'm coming in three days. See you..." I whispered. 

I'm going to meet Jeon Jungkook. Maybe then, maybe when I see him in person, this weird feeling will go away.