Lexi Pov
4 Months Later
I walked in me and Treys room and sighed dropping my bookbag then plopping on the bed. Trey walked in behind me with TJ in his arms. I'm so tired but I'm not gone fall asleep unless TJ go to sleep.
Trey sat on the bed and threw TJ in the air repeatedly making him giggle and drool. I swear them two is unseperable. Wherever Trey goes, Jr goes. I can already tell he's a daddy's boy.
I took my pants off and laid under the covers. I cut the TV on and just chilled for a second. Between school and raising a child a Bitch barely gets any sleep.
I was slowly nodding off when trey shook me.
"Bae scoot over" he yawned
I moved over as him and TJ made their way into bed.
"Hey tooda butt" I said smiling taking my son
He sleepily closed his eyes laying his head on my chest. I smiled and rubbed his back watching as he slowly fell asleep in my arms. I looked over and Trey was staring at us.
"What?" I asked picking up my phone checking the time
It was only 2 but ima wake Jr up around 4 or 5 so he won't be up all night.
"I really love you" he kissed my cheek
"I love you too baby" I said looking at hi. With my hands still on my baby
"You know. Once we get to Cali I'm probably gone go back to trappin" he said looking down
"Yeah. I know" I said lowly looking down at my son
We agreed to wait until TJ was atleast six months to leave Raleigh. He sighed and ran his hands down his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked looking at him
"I really wanna be there for yall as mush as possible. I don't want to miss out on something important in our sons life or yours because I was out being a lil project baby" he sighed laying on his back looking up
"Me and you both know I'm not bout to work no 9-5 though. So for now this the only way ima be able to provide for us and Akari" he said lowly
"I knew what I was getting myself into when we started dating. It's hard but I learn to accept your lifestyle. I know that's all you know and thats how you make your money and in willing to accept that. As long as our son has his father in his life it don't matter how you make your money" I shrugged
I'm not the type of female to make a Nigga choose between the streets and his family. That's fucked up. I mean I've seen the shit first hand. I remember when Monae first started doing this shit before the system took me away.
I was too young to understand at the time but I now I get it. It's like the streets raised Trey. He didn't have his mother or his father in his life growing up. The streets was the only thing he could turn to. I could never make him chose between his family or the streets.
"Damn. I just thought about something" he said out loud
"What?" I asked him
"My people's havent met TJ yet. And my pops keep asking me to bring him his grandson but shit, niggas been busy" he shrugged
"We can take him now if you want" I told him looking at him
"You sure? You know my dukes gone be there" he told me
I haven't seen his mom since the baby shower. I mean I'm not mad at her or holding a grudge against her for what she said or no shit like that. I'm mature enough to know better.
