Jimin you fool.
You will never walk out from this.
Why?
Because you still love him.
You still believed in him.
Why continuing this trauma?
When you can just let go.
' Love IS foolish. '
' He's not real. I know that. '
' But, his presence makes me feel safe and secure. '
' And it's really unbelievably hard to let go of something that you absaloutely adore and love. '
' He might be fake. He might never have exsisted. '
' But he DID exsist somehow, and built cherishable memories with me. However he also left numerous scars that are still with me until this very day. '
' It's something not anyone could give me. He made me happy; and sad. '
' He gave me countless love, care and affection. He made me feel more valueable, like I have a status in somebody else's heart. I'm a value. '
' Yoongi's exsistence, made me went through numerous emotions. Whenever I locked contact with Yoongi's eyes, I feel like as if thousands rows of flowers bloomed at once, my cheeks flutter as I can't feel my legs anymore. Everything gets intense, as my world spins, forgetting who I am anymore. "
" However. Nothing in this world is that perfect. "
' But everything has it's bright side. '
' I'm being strong here, not because I'm stupid or whatever; I'm strong for myself, my family and friends. Mostly, the people who cared about me along the way; the people who were always there when I needed them. '
' I'm thankful for everything. Dad, Tae, coach, dance friends and of course him. '
' I'm thankful for every love and support that they've given for the past how many months. '
' I'll never stop loving Yoongi. And that's that. Nothing could ever change my mind. '
