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SINDYA: Everyone has experienced those strong and intense bonds you have with someone. Whether it's a romantic one or a friendly one, it never seems to leave your thoughts. It always lingers in the back of your mind. Sad to say, those bonds almost always seem to mess you up emotionally after it's shattered. And it's not the same feeling you felt when your first boyfriend who you really liked broke up with you. It's much deeper than that.
Imagine this: you love a particular person (whether you realize it or not) with every bone in your body, every pulse, every beat. Some people would think that he would love you back.. and then when you find out he actually doesn't.. that's the part that breaks you. Because you always searched for options to keep him filled up, without realizing that you're draining yourself. You're incomplete, but yet as the idiot that you feel you are, you still keep searching ways to fill him up higher just because you will always have love for him.
OSCAR: How much it hurts my fucking soul to push her way, I just have to let her go. And this time it's not about me being afraid of loving somebody, we're long past that. It's about losing her. For example: when you get a new phone, you will do everything in your power to not let it break or get stolen. But once it does, you are so disappointed in yourself. I want her so badly, but I just can't feel that pain of losing her. An already broken man who gets into a situation where he knows the chance of him being able to break down completely is a hundred percent, that's what you call self-destruction.
GUARD UP, OSCAR DIAZ.
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[ So i'm gonna explain the purpose of this 'love diary' even though nobody asked for it😏 Basically it's just the thoughts and emotions that they're feeling translated into words. So it's not that they're literally writing in a diary on their beds with their legs up in the air. ANYWAY, Thank you guys so sjdjjjfjjccj much for 9.3k reads in 1 month and 9 days!!❤️❤️ ]
