That Damned Boy✔️

Part 37~

A-ro P.O.V

I looked around the kitchen before leaving it and headed to the main room. The boys and I were being cautious around Suga just in case he changed suddenly. I glanced around the room when I saw him about to leave. RJ had told me not to let him leave the house without someone else. I bit my lip as I walked up to him quietly and grabbed his wrist. He suddenly grabbed me by the shoulders and pushed me up against the door.

I panicked as I shut my eyes tight, crying. I felt him quickly let go. "I'm sorry" He mumbled. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him. I had no reason to be scared of him, I could tell it was the real him. I slowly reached out and brushed his cheek softly. Suga looked up at me with a surprised expression and smiled slightly.

"I trust you" I smiled softly at him. Even if the boys couldn't see it, I could- he was him again. I remembered seeing J-Hope and RM's dead bodies momentarily, causing me to flinch back. There was a look on his face as if he knew I had remembered something unpleasant. He frowned slightly and looked around the room.

"Where is J-Hope and RM?" He asked me quietly. I bit my lip and looked around, thinking of an excuse. I could tell him straight but he would probably turn himself in. I sighed a little and thought of an excuse that as easy to believe.

"We were going to a theme park... they took a separate car... there was an accident" I gulped as tears brimmed my eyes. It hurt to lie about it but I knew that they wouldn't want me to tell Suga the truth. I saw him break slowly, then all at once as he slowly sank to his knees. I bent down by his side and put my arms around him.

"Did I cause it?"  He whimpered as I hugged him. I shook my head quickly, unable to speak. I heard footsteps behind him and looked up, seeing JK and V enter, holding hands. I smiled softly and let go of  Suga, sitting him on the sofa.

"Hey. Are you okay Suga?" JK asked as V sat on his lap. Suga glanced over then looked away quickly.

"I don't know..." He replied slowly. I put my hand on his and brushed the back on it with my thumb. Suga laid his head on my shoulder, closing his eyes.

"Are you tired?" I asked him softly as I played with his hair a little. He grabbed my hand softly and put it on his lap, intertwining our fingers.

"No. My head feels funny" He mumbled as he squeezed my hand slightly. I looked up yo JK and V who were watching closely.

"What do I do?" I mouthed to them. V shrugged before getting up quickly. He ran out the room and returned with ChimChim and RJ closely following behind. RJ quickly ran over and tapped Suga on the shoulder, granting him a groan.

"Hey, you okay?" He asked slowly. I felt Suga grip my hand a little more and began to panic. RJ spotted the fear in my eyes and put a hand on my lap softly. Suga opened his eyes and looked at RJ with a frown.

"I don't know. My head feels funny and I don't know why. I feel like, angry too"