chapter # 7

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Nikki's pov.

After I came to my room and said Goodnight to seth and went in my room to change . After I got in my pj's I played a sad song and just started thinking about my life .
Am I a good person
Am I a waste of space
Am I ugly
Am I fat
Does everyone really hate me
Why am I such a piece of garbage
Where the thoughts in my head . I was listening to music so loud that I didn't know how hard I was crying but right now I didn't care I just had to cry. Evertime I cry I think i am weak .
" know what to do " said the voice inside my head. I went to the bathroom and took my razor u slid the metal across my thigh and hip it hurted really terrible but I knew I deserved the pain . Evertime I cried I just felt lonely and the only thing that kept me company was selfharm. After I wiped all the blood I layer in my bed cuddled with my dog and fell asleep

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