26.01. :: jastin

chapter five

nov 17, 2017

i got drugs today!!

i did have to get in contact with my already existing dealer, but i got them! now i can welcome our extended family with open arms and a large smile on my face.

also i can't get blue eyes out of my fucking head. it's like he's moved in there and gotten real fucking cozy. which is really annoying considering that i'm not trying to fall for anyone. it would just be way too hard for me in the end.

i have the whole thing planned out from start to finish and romance or possible love interest isn't anywhere in it. plus i sure as hell am not backing down. i'm going through with this.

so i'll just ignore him. won't engage into any sort of communication with him and with time he surely has to grow bored and move on, right???