Darkness for light (completed)

chapter 19

I laid in his bed and he was stepping our of the shower .  Damn the water dripped off his body and I couldn't help but watch. He dried off and turned on the hairdryer.    He must have felt me staring, he turned around and looked at me.  S" like what you see? ".  I smiled and said" maybe".   He turned off the dryer and came over to the bed and I got up and crawled over to the edge and held his face in my hands kissing him wanting to taste every drop of his desire.  S" did you sleep good? ".   I kissed and nibbled in his neck and said " mmmhmm ".  His hands went up and down my back I could hear and feel the vibrations of his moans.  He held my chin and looked deep in my eyes.  S" I have to go do a couple things you wanna just stay here? ".   Me". sure, I can just stay in this comfy bed and relax".  He came over me and we fell back onto the bed. Me" thought you had to go? ".  He laughed in my ear and said " I didn't say right now ".   We laid there and I couldn't help but get lost in those eyes.  Hour passed and he finally got up and dressed to leave.   Me" I will be here when you get home ".  He winked at me and grabbed his keys and I felt like I was floating on cloud nine.   Time passed and I found a place online to go visit and get away for awhile. I knew Shannon was gonna go back on the road soon so hell why not.   I swore I heard the door open.  No probably just my  imagination getting the best of mine.  And then I saw nothing and heard nothing I tried to  scream , nothing came out.  I felt weight less and I had no idea what the hell was going on.    I felt like the world was spinning around me.   Yet I wasn't running or anything.  Then finally I saw lights and blue darkness looking back at me.   J" I hope you didn't think you were gonna fuckin get away from me! ".   I couldn't talk still, I watch as he stripped down and come to me and kiss my cheek and all over my neck .   His touch wasn't aggressive, instead it was soft.  J" I love you ".  Fuck!  No Not this!