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Maverick

I woke up to Blair's sobs. Napasabunot nalang ako ng buhok ko. Was it my comscience making me feel guilty for leaving her in that state? Damn it. I tried going back to sleep but I keep hearing her crying. It sounded so real.

Tsk. Pati ba naman sa panaginip, Frappie, pinakokonsensiya mo 'ko?

Maverick, stop it.

So what if she's crying now? You're probably not the reason anyway. Hindi naman 'yon iiyak ng dahil sa'yo. Puro Raven lang ang bukambibig no'n. Ginago na nga siya, Raven parin ng Raven. Gusto niyang pakasalan? Tsk. Ang sarap gulpihin ni Kuya. Napakagago.

Before I could do anything stupid, I went downstairs to get myself a glass of water. I really needed to sleep. Sumasakit no ang ulo ko. Staying up late has always been a problem to me.

Blair. Leave my head now. Please... Inaantok pa ako.

Napailing ako sa ginawa kong pakikipag-usap sa isip ko. Makabalik na nga lang ng kwarto. I was about to turn the door handle down of my room to open it when I heard commotion inside Raven's room. The door was on the latch.

"Stop. Qenna, stop," Raven shouted. "Stop."

"It's so hot," a woman cried out.

I know whose voice that is! Blair-Blair! It's her. She's here. I can't be wrong.

"It's just the alcohol, baby. Just go to sleep. You will be fine tomorrow."

"No. I won't be," I heard her answer. Parang may kung anong nakadagan sa dibdib ko at biglang ang hirap huminga. "It will still hurt tomorrow, Raven. I love you so bad. Marry me, please."

Fuck-No, Blair! You can't say that. I can't allow her to sound any more desperate than that so I pushed the door completely open. I thought she needed me to rescue her from that situation. I stopped on my track, seeing her kiss my brother.

"Qenna, you're drunk. Bukas, hindi na ako ang gusto mo,"sigaw ni kuya rito. Pareho nilang hindi pansin ang presensiya ko. Or maybe, they just didn't care.

"Why would you say that? You know that I love you, Raven! Ikaw 'yong mahal ko! It has always been just you,"she cried out, breaking my heart to pieces.

"Qenna, hindi 'yan ang sinabi mo no'ng huling nandito ka. You chose my brother over me. Si Mavvy ang pinili mo."

"Wala akong pinili. Ba't naman siya 'yong pipiliin ko? Hindi naman ako gusto ng kapatid mo. Wala nga siyang pakialam sa'kin e. Wala siyang pakialam kung nasasaktan ako!"lumuluhang pahayag niya.

Manhid ka ba? Mahal nga kita e! Ilang ulit ko bang kailangan sabihin 'yon para malaman niya? I meant what I said and I always mean it everytime I tell her that I love her!

"I thought he cared about me but he was just like you... Sinaktan niya lang din ako. Okay lang din sa kanyang nasasaktan ako."

"Kuya. Ihahatid ko siya pauwi,"singit ko na. Ilang segundong tinitigan lang ako ni kuya, tila binabasa ang utak ko. Nang tumango siya ay agad na hinila ko na palabas ng kwarto si Blair.

"Bitiwan mo 'ko! Ba't ka ganyan? Nagagalit ka nalang sa'kin ng walang dahilan! Sinasaktan mo 'ko!"sigaw niya matapos akong hampasin sa dibdib.

Wait? Is she drunk? She reeked of alcohol!

Napatutop siya ng bibig kaya naalarma ako. Before everything goes late, I carried her towards my room, towards the bathroom. Eksaktong pagdating do'n, sumuka na siya.

"I think I'm gonna die,"she murmured innocently.

"Hindi nakakamatay ang ganyang paglalasing. 'Wag mo ng uulitin 'to,"I scolded but she just smiled.