see you on the other side of the screen \\ ig \\ gawsten ✔

thirty-five ⭐ regret

geoff and awsten

I'm scared

it's okay

I felt so bad

I still do

I don't want to say you shouldn't have done that, but you could've killed him aws

and I know I shouldn't forgive you, but I do

I see how you react and it feels okay

it feels like you're not a bad man

he just made me mad

and just remembering how I made him cry hurts

I don't care how much of an asshole he was to me yesterday he didn't deserve what I did to him

it's almost as if the scenarios were flipped

gay guy beats heterosexual

I'm scared to see him again

what if he's afraid of me

if he's afraid of you then we'll send him back home.

good

I wouldn't want him to suffer

I love him too much

you love him?

not in the romantic way

can you come to my room

I'm lonely and worried and scared

...

?

I'm coming

⭐⭐⭐

Geoff opens the door to Awsten's hotel room as quietly as a mouse, taking light steps as to not wake up the others surrounding his room. Awsten lays on his bed with a tear stained face against a soft white pillow. His guitar, a pencil, and a notebook are neatly placed next to him. Geoff gives a sad smile to the man on the bed, who returns it weakly. Geoff walks to the bed, then takes off Awsten's belongings and places them on the floor next to the wall.

Awsten: {sniffles} please stay with me.

Geoff: {lays down next to him. pushes Awsten's bangs out of his eyes. Softly,} I will.

Geoff continues to caress Awsten's righti5 cheek after fixing his hair. Awsten grabs the man's wrist, then moves his hand to lock fingers with the other. Geoff sighs as he watches their hands intertwine.

Geoff: That's gay.

Awsten: {smiles} I know, but so is this.

Awsten flips their hands over his head, bringing them down to his waist so Geoff can hold him. If he's questioned about it, he can so easily say he needed comfort {it was part of the truth anyway so it was fine}.

a/n
hella short I know and I'm sorry