✔ Mr. Swaeg • Min Yoongi FF // Completed

Chapter 35 : I Think

[EDITED 06.19.2020]

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HOSEOK POV

"I think I still have feelings for her." Yoongi hyung states,

"Who, hyung? Jiyoo?" I ask him,

"Yeah." He says looking down,

He feels guilty. I know it.

"Why? Nevermind. Let me ask you this. If both Y/N and Jiyoo were drowning. Who would you save?" Namjoon says with a serious voice,

Namjoon... He's desperate to fix this.

" *long pause*Jiyoo" Yoongi answers as all of us were obviously dissapointed and shocked,

What happened?

"Wrong answer. Y/N cant swim while Jiyoo can. Now you just left Y/N drown in her tears. You- *deep exhale* Hyung...Who are you?" Namjoon replies,

"You should have just given her to me." I hear Namjoon mumble, I think I was the only who heard it since I was closest beside him.

Does he-

Namjoon stands up and walks out the door. Then Jin hyung, Taehyung, and then lastly Jimin left with tears strained on his cheeks.

I didn't want to leave Yoongi hyung.

I have to fix this.

"Why?" I ask him,

"What do you mean?" He asks still staring at the floor,

"Why did you choose Jiyoo over Y/N, your own girlfriend?" I ask,

"I don't know." He answers,

"Why, hyung?" I continue, I begged him,

"..." He said nothing,

"Do you know...Y/N didn't blame you." I start as I sit up straight,

"She blamed herself." I continue,

"She said that she felt like a barrier between you and Jiyoo. She said that you didn't deserve someone like her. She said that you deserved someone better. She said you and Jiyoo were so perfect together that she felt so defeated. She felt like she just lost to another girl. Dont you see how she also thinks about you? She thinks about who you deserve. She said you deserved someone else which is Jiyoo and not her. She felt pathetic, hyung" I explain as I saw tears drop from his eyes,

"I just feel like I need space. I hate myself for thinking that. My mind wants something fresh and new while I don't know who my heart belongs to. I dont know who to choose. My mind wants Jiyoo while my heart...I don't know. But somewhere inside of me still wants Y/N, but i dont know which part of me is it. I'm just so lost and confused. But I know I still love her." He said sobbing while I sat beside him and hugged him,

"Ok, lets find a way" I say while patting his back,

Y/N POV

"Who'll sleep with me?" I ask them; pertaining to my sister, Micah and the 5 members. I don't know where Hoseok went,

"I should sleep with Tonton, he needs someone to sleep with." My sister states,

"I should sleep with Jimin oppa, right?" Micah says,

"Ofcourse." Jimin answers her,

"Atleast someone like a guard or something."I ask while sitting on the bed while all of them were standing up infront of me,

"Maybe Jungkook? Since he looks like a guard anyways." Jin says while all of us chuckle because of his sassy remark,

"Me? What if Yoongi hyung gets mad?" Jungkook asks,

"I can get you a mattress so that we can sleep separately."I explain so he smiled and nodded in agreement,

"Goodnight guys!" All of them say while they left Jungkook and I alone in the room,

I take out the mattress from the closet and lay it down with his help so that he can sleep already, then he placed some pillows on it.

"Thank you, noona." He says to me while smiling,

"No prob, Jungkook." I reply with a smile,

"Lets sleeeppppp."Jungkook mumbles while closing the lights and then laying down then I saw him asleep fast.

Sheet.

Frick.

Wait.

ANNABELLE GET OUT OF MY FREAKING HEAD.

My mind then drifted off to scary horror movies that I watched before as I stare into the cabinet,

I swear if that opened, the first person the ghost would see is me.

"Jungkook..." I call him out softly,

"Jungkook..." I call a bit louder,

"JUNGKOOK" I say with a louder voice and also tried shaking him,

He still didn't wake up.

How deep of a sleeper is he?

So I climb down my bed and laid beside him.

But he was facing the other way so that's a good thing.

Then when I was comfortable facing his back that felt like a heater from the aircon, he suddenly turns around.

Now his face was facing mine.

I wanna fridging squish his face.

He's so cutee

But with no doubt his face was too near so I tried to back out a little but suddenly his hands went around my waist and pulled me closer.

This was a super bad idea.

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