The Violent.《Z.M》

Chapter 34. Cigarettes.

Probably you're bad for me,when I take it in, It's like air to me, can't stop breathin, keep it burning, it's your turn, I want you, I want you right now, you're my dream, my nicotine, I want you, I need you just like cigarettes.

•Anna's P.O.V•

If any other sane girl were in my shoes they would take this golden chance and leave right away but here i am frozen still on the floor even though i wanted to leave so many times before.

I stare at the door of his office and wonder what made him this abusive violent guy, i am sure something big happened to make him be this way plus he was so sweet yesterday acting all lovely towards me.

But the most shocking thing is his words, he doesn't need me and to be honest i have been such a pain in the ass since day one.

I didn't dare to move and leave this position since maybe two hours ago but who knows maybe time stopped when he kicked me out of his office.

I keep shivering from the cold hard wooden floor, i need to get out of this dress.

I think and replay the scene over and over in my head but it won't do any good to me but that's all i keep thinking of, he almost chocked me to death still, he did not.

Invading his privacy and reading his journal once again was a mistake i admit but when it comes to him i can't seem to hold back my emotions, my curiosity get the best of me, even my heart beats faster than it should around him, me having those feelings for someone i never thought i would ever have it just doesn't make any sense to me but then again nothing made sense since i came to this part of town, i used to think i hated him but the truth is i am so in love with him.

Stockholm syndrome.

I sigh, all these thoughts are starting to give me a major headache and i can't seem to stop thinking.

I move my gaze to the floor and blink slowly, what am i suppose to do now?

Uh, leave?

I don't have the will to leave and i actually don't want to besides that, where will i go? Back to where i came from? They will probably just sell me to another man again, it's how the society works now.

I snapped out of my thoughts when i heard the door being unlocked and opened.

I look up directly to his eyes and quickly averted my gaze back to the floor when a frown takes  place on his beautiful features when he saw me.

i hear him sighs and he quietly closes the door behind his back.

"Why are you still here?" He asks slowly, his voice sounds more raspy than usual.

I cough, god my mouth feels so dry right now.

Really,What am i still doing here?

He sighs again when i don't answer and he slowly sat down across from me, our knees almost touching considering the hallway is abit narrow.

"Look at me." He says softly, now he acts gentle.

I kept my eyes on the floor as i can feel my heartbeat accelerate.

Why am i suddenly so nervous?

"Ann?" He calls, oh no you don't.

The nickname.

I quickly look up at him almost glaring, he can't use that name after almost killing me.

Oh stop being a drama queen.

"I thought i told you to leave." He whispers, studying my features.

But i don't want to leave. I thought.