5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences

Wherever You Are - 5SOS (His POV)

Ashton:

"You were crying at the airport when they finally close the plane door, I could barely hold it all inside"

Tears glistened in her beautiful eyes and I couldn't help but die inside. The usual glint in her eyes disappeared and all I could see in them was pure sadness as she looked up at me tearfully. "I don't want y-you to go," she says, trying to wipe the tears away, but more kept replacing those she had wiped off. The way she looked at me broke my heart, and I could feel the tears starting to form in mine as well. I could only just wrap my arms around her as the two of us sob in each other's arms, dreading for the moment we had to pull away. We didn't say anything, we just let the tears and sobs tell each other what we feel inside. I held her tighter when I heard the call for our flight, and Michael had to put a hand on my shoulder saying, "I hate to say this, but we have to go, Ash." I tried to pull away from her, but she just held me tighter, never wanting to let go. "N-no, please, j-just a little while longer," she said to Michael, who shot her a sad look as he nodded. He gestured the other two boys to go on ahead and leave us, and they did. I wrapped my arms around her more, feeling her relax in my arms again. "I love you so much," it was barely a whisper, as I knew my voice would break and so will I. "I love you more Ash," she looks up at me with those beautiful eyes, and I could see the usual twinkle in them again. I kissed her forehead, pouring all the love I have for her into it before pulling away saying, "I'm gonna miss you so much, Y/N," I say, and she began to sob again, burying her head in my chest. I heard the last call for my flight and I knew it was now or never. I had to push her away gently, but she didn't want to let go. "Y/N, Y/N, please," I held her by her shoulders, looking straight into her eyes. "I'm gonna go but you'll always be in my mind, in my heart and I love you okay? I'll see you again in a month, I hate to leave you but I-" my voice broke. "I have to for now, bu-but I'll be back," she sniffed, closing her eyes and nodding rapidly. The tears continued to pour, even if her eyes were shut tight. "I love you so much," she says, pulling me in for one last kiss before she finally lets go of me. I gave her one of those smiles and she returned it, as I started to walk towards my three other friends. Before we had to enter the terminal, I shot her one last look before I had to go inside. Once I was inside the plane, I began to let all the emotions inside me out, as I had already reached my breaking point. I was gonna miss her, I hated to say goodbye but we both knew that this is right. This challenge will make our love for each other grow stronger, and that's what matters.

Luke:

"I could fly a thousand oceans but theres nothing that compares to what we had and so I walk alone"

I stared at my own reflection in the water, and I could remember all the memories I had with this girl. Her hair was always down because she didn't like to wear it in a ponytail. Her eyes were a beautiful color, I could get lost in those eyes forever. Her cheeks turned the brightest pink whenever she laughs, and whenever she gets all embarrassed. Her lips were a beautiful pink and looked absolutely kissable. Her laugh was the most beautiful sound ever, even if she didn't agree with me. Her beautiful voice was something I've always loved, especially when she would sing. Her voice was so angelic and just so amazing. I like the way she would laugh at almost everything. I like how she always stays positive, even if life was trying it's best to bring her down. I love how she would speak her mind and doesn't let anyone get in the way of getting what she wants. I love how she puts others first, I love how kind she is to everyone, even to those who would talk shit about her behind her back. I love how she's a genuinely good person. Basically, I love everything about her and she's just flawless. I shut my eyes tight, reminiscing on all those memories we shared before I had left to tour. I remember the day I first met her - at first, I thought she was just another one of those fans who would take a picture with me, or would ask for my autograph. No, she was different. The first thing she did when saw me was embrace me, out of the blue, and she whispered, "Thank you for saving my life, I love you so much. Please don't ever stop smiling, please don't ever stop doing what you love to do. I love you so much, it hurts," All I could do was hug her back awkwardly. She said this to me so sincerely, I could actually feel that these words came from the bottom of her heart. I could hear her rapid heartbeat in her chest, and my eyes widened. Her heartbeat raced even more when I patted the top of her head, and she pulled away with a nervous smile. "Thank you so much for existing, Luke Hemmings." She began to turn to leave, but somehow, I wanted to stop her. I wanted to know her. I grabbed her wrist, "Wait!" She turned to look at me, looking slightly surprised. "What's your name?" The corners of her lips curled upwards, and her smile was one of the most beautiful things ever. "I'm Y/N," she says, holding her hand out to me. Little did I know that that would change my life forever. We began to talk and hang out, because she treated me like I wasn't Luke Hemmings from 5SOS. She actually treated me like I was a person, she treated me as Luke. she saw me as Luke. She knows me as Luke. Not Luke Hemmings from 5SOS. Luke. I could be myself around her, and she wouldn't judge. She was the sweetest, most understand person I've ever met and I found myself falling harder and harder for her each time we talk. I smiled, remembering how she spilled coke on me when we were eating at Nando's. I also remembered how hard she cried when we saw A Walk to Remember. I remembered how loud she screamed and how she would bury her head in my chest when we watched Insidious 2. I remembered how she laughed at the lame jokes I told her when we had that picnic in the park. I remembered the way she smiled at me when I looked down at her, trying to teach her to play the guitar. I remembered how she held my hand when we were in that amusement park. I didn't notice a tear roll down my cheek until it actually reached my chin. I immediately wipe it away, and ran a hand through my hair, shaking the memories of her off. I needed to forget about her, she wouldn't feel the same way about me. "Luke!" I froze, when I heard her voice. I waited, but I didn't hear that voice again, thinking that I was only just imagining it. I began to walk again when I heard her voice again, but closer this time. "Luke!" That really sounded real, that really sounded like- I turned around and soft lips crashed against mine. I couldn't believe she was actually here. Is she even real? She wrapped her arms around my neck, and this brought me to reality - she really was here. I began to kiss her back, wrapping my arms around her waist, pulling her closer. She pulled away and she looked up at me happily. "I love you so much," she says, huffing. "I'm sorry it took me so long to realize it. But I genuinely did fall in love with you, Lucas. I fell in love with you, and this is more than just my fangirl crush. I really do love you. I don't know when or why or how, but I did." I chuckled, putting my forehead against hers. "Did you really fly all the way to Australia to tell me that, Y/N?" She smiled and nodded, "Love makes us do the craziest things, huh?" "I completely agree," I answered, before leaning down to kiss her again. "Oh, by the way," I say, pulling away. "I love you too."