"IM FUCKIG PUSHING" I screamed at the doctor "I can see it's head one more push scarlet!" One of the nurses held my hand as I screamed and cried as I pushed my baby out, I was dizzy and sweaty
I started to here cries and everything was over, the pushing, the aching the headaches. "Its a beautiful girl .." I kept breathing harshly
"Give me my baby .." I sighed they gave her to me and she looked so precious she had a part of me and X. "Her name is Jessie" I sighed I smiled as her little cries calmed down.
"Perfect. Take the baby please" the police came in and wrapped her up and took her out of the room "NO GIVE ME MY BABY SHES MINE!"
"Ma'am she's going to a nice adoption center-"
"NO! NO NO! THATS MY BABY .. please, give her back too me .."
Presence
Jessie
I played with my green throwing blade as I tried to think of the next song lyric.
"Some kill, some steal, some break your heart .." I sang along with the beat. I found a way through my depression and anxiety and it's music, it helps me a lot and I was really stuck on this song.. I've made a few songs on a album and I still haven't named it yet but I had
• Carry On • Depression & Obsession • Save Me • Dead Inside
I don't even know what to name this song ..
"Jessie! I yelled for you 4 minutes ago! Time for school!" my mom yelled. I was 14 and today is my 15 birthday.
"I'm coming god!" I grabbed my black book bag and slipped on my vans. I raced downstairs. "Have a good day, baby" she said handing me my books
"Isn't their something else you wanna tell me ?" I looked at her as she was rushing around the hole place
"Uh .. come straight home after school?" She looked at me sarcastically
"HOW ABOUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE." I shut the front door tightly as I seen Aliyah roll up in her brand new red car.
"We're going to be late let's go!" I hopped in the front seat and through my stuff in the back seat
"We an hour early though,"
"It's your birthday so we not going to school we going to the mall" I rolled my eyes Aliyah is a rich prick but she's my bestie and she is forever my number 1.
She hooked up her phone to the Aux cord and she started play a song called 'Look At Me!' "Who's this?"
"A rapper that blew up over night his name was like, xxxtentacion or whatever. You kinda look like him" I started to get curious,
While Aliyah drove I searched 'xxxtentacion' in Safari. A lot of pictures of a guy with blue, blonde, white dreads came up but he was all the same person. I looked at one picture and he had blue dreads 'Alone' tattoo and more.
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I thought the elephant tattoo was pretty cool "how old is he?"
"Like ..31 I heard he lives in Paris, but he really doesn't have a France accent" I shrugged. I'll listen to some of his songs later
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"Let's get piercings!"
"Fuck no .." I rolled my eyes " well I'm getting one" we walked towards the shop and I really don't want to hear her scream for 15 minutes.
"I'm going to the food court, call me when your done and we can meet at hot topic." She nodded I put my phone in my pocket hoodie and as I was walking I felt someone grab my house, I turned around seeing Robbie
"Leave me alone Robbie!" He smacked his lips
"Come on ma .. I know you miss me, and the good ol' days baby" he tried to grab my hand but I yanked back.
"You fucking abused me you piece of shit!"
"Stop being so damn difficult then!" He grabbed my hand tightly pushing me towards him and I tried really hard to get loose but he was stronger then me.
"Maybe if you followed simple orders I wouldn't have hit you!" He growled.
"HEY DYKE, LET HER FUCKING GO" a guy came in between us and he was taller a a lil bigger then him.
"Man mind ya business-" before he finish the man started throwing punches at Robbie.
"Are you okay?" He asked me. I nodded he had a 'Very Rare' tattoo under his eye and he was wearing a durag with a hat on.
"Stay safe okay?!" Was all he told me and he began to run from the Mall security "VIRAL PUSSY HOE" he screamed running still.
"Jessie!" Aliyah came up and hugged me tightly "did he hurt you are you okay?! Let's get you home" she grabbed my hand and walked out the mall.
Happy Birthday to me ...
Jahseh
I played with the black flame throwing blade from scarlet. I'm only temporarily in France right now and I'm supposed to be flying back to Florida tomorrow.
I left the crime life behind me about 16 years ago. Scarlet got life in prison .. and they dropped the charges on me since it was years ago and they can't arrest me 16 years later if they haven't found me wink wink
I know I have a child out there and I don't even know the fucking gender. I don't know how they even look.
