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3.7 MEMBERS ONLY S**T

Who's that one nigger that made the incest book with X and Cleo?

Tag the author of that shit cause shout out to them I can't think of they @ rn🗿💕

Scarlet.

"You signed up when you busted in her nigga.."

"See- she told me she was on the pill." I was starting to get a little angry

"The pill don't always work nigga," I scooted away from him, I still couldn't swallow the fact he got her pregnant. Like Jesus am I not enough?? WE BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING TOGETHER NIGGER

WE HAVE A KID.

"You makin my blood pressure higher then a motherfucker, you need to fucking go home X" he didn't say anything but grab his jacket and before he walked out the door he said to me

"You comin by later though?" What gives him the nerve to say that shit to me

"Call Taylor. I'm sure her ass is still waiting for in the ground"

Jessie.

Sonny kept blowing up my phone really trying to talk to me, I didn't have the heart to block his number.

There will never be another Sonny

I gave in and answered his FaceTime call "hello.." I said, I heard him cry on the other end

"J-Jessie I didn't mean to hurt you please.." I couldn't help but to break down on the call with him. I love him so much

"I- I promise I h-haven't has any.. sexual I-intercourse while we've been talking Jessie.." I really want to be there to wipe his tears, but I didn't know what to do..

"I'll- I will work hard f-for good grades, i w-will get a job for you j-Jessie.. anything to prove to you I-I'm not lying.." he said in between cries.. I feel like he's telling the truth but something seems off

I wiped my tears and said "I'll be over in a few.." Was all I said before I hung up and grabbed my sweatshirt.

I closed my door back and when I tried going through the front door X was already there

"Where are you going?"

"I have to see sonny—"

"Jessie it's a school night, you can't go—" something in me just snapped

"I NEED TO SEE HIM LET ME GO" it was silence, I could tell he was anger because the vibe he was giving off "get the fuck back in your room. Now" he said sternly

"Dad—"

"JESSIE FUCKING GO, IM NOT DEALING WITH CHILDISH BULL SHIT BEHAVIOR" I marched to my room and before I slammed my door I screamed "JUST BECAUSE MOM LEFT YOU, YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE IT OUT ON ME" I regret that. I regret that cause I know my dad was still hurting from the situation but I was angry and sad too.

He has to remember; I'm his daughter I'm him and scarlet combined. And that's the real rude awakening.

I'm so capable of so many things I don't even know

Instead of fighting back, he came and wrapped his arms around me and held me close, "I'm sorry.." he said lowly as I cried into my dads shoulder

No matter how mad I am at him, he's my dad and I know he's trying hard for me.

"Don't stay long, if you do just make sure you get up in time for school.. aight"

"Alright" I Said. He kissed my forehead and I grabbed some clothes to stay the night. I feel like he's going to persuade me into staying with him

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So here I was.

In Sonny's arms, watching a scary movie with him.

His eyes were red and puffy, poor baby. We talked it out, he wanted to be there for his kid so I let him, he also still wants to be with me, and I still wanted to be with him.

We decided to stick together even if he does have a child, I know he's scared. They decided to NOW let him come back to school tomorrow.

I heard his little snores from him as he hugged my waist yet fell asleep on top of me, even if I tried shaking my way out of his grip he would immediately wrap his arms around me tighter.

I didn't mind, he was scared more of losing me then raising a child on his own, I should be a great step mother right?

Stokeley 🤤🤤

I turned off the lights in my studio and headed my way to the kitchen, and this baby thing was just clouding my mind. Instead of being scared, I was excited

And it seems like Niomi also isn't taking it Seriously... or us seriously. We got into a argument earlier,

She kept acting like she was 19.. smoking, drinking parting with her bald headed friends. I love her to death I swear to god I do, but we really about to have a baby soon and if she doesn't start acting her age I will raise this baby on my own if I have too.

I know I have bigger things going for me, but, everything just seems he'd in between love and music.

My fans are my family and I know they will forever hold me down..

Bottom line me and Niomi are drifting apart. I wouldn't be surprised if she pulled the plug...

Love isn't for everyone..