I poured myself some more coffee since I couldn't go back to sleep, I feel like something is going on behind my back but I couldn't quite make it out
"I'll be back." I heard X
"Wait- where are you going? It's so early .."
"I- uh,, we're making a vol.4 for members only.." he said breathlessly
"Why so early?"
"I'll be back soon scarlet!" He hissed
"Stay safe! I love you!!" I yelled back to him hoping he would here but he already left and didn't even say it back
He's just a busy man, shit happens
Niomi
I flipped through Channels on tv looking for something good, but nothing was really on, just a girl showing and selling vibraters
It is only 4 am
I turned it on Spongebob, Don't underestimate Spongebob I stg shit is still funny to me.
I continued to eat my Cheetos as I watched the episode where Gary was missing and Spongebob and Patrick tried looking for him everywhere
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yoo I deadass use to cry to this shit
"What didn't you tell me this episode was on?!" Ski came in and said throwing a hissy fit
"You was asleep!" I heard him smack his lips, "scoot over" he sat down next to me as I lay my head on his shoulder while he ate some chips with me
"Everytime I see this episode I wonder what it would feel like to have a kid, since like Gary is more like a son to Spongebob then a pet right?" I just nodded
"I'd like to have a kid .. shit, I'm 20 and I'm not getting any younger" I shrugged
"Hold up, for real?"
"Yeah" I sighed. It's true, giving birth is such a beautiful circle of life "do you wanna ... try?"
"Are you sure strokeley? I don't want to rush you into anything having a kid is a bigass responsibility-"
"Listen .." he started " I'm ready, I've just been trying to find the right one to have kids with Niomi and I'm glad I found you. Yous my favorite by dont tell Jahseh that," I chuckled
"I love you.."
"I love you too baby" he says kissing my forehead
Jessie.
"THIS SHIT BURNS!"
"Who the fuck you screaming at" I was at Sonny's house putting a face mask on him since he asked me "what's that?" Or "how does it work" everytime we were on face time
"How do you do this?! Do other girls do this??"
"Yes sonny"
"Do you do this for me?? You don't have to do this for me baby, how do other girls do this?!?!" He was deadass being a baby for no reason
"I do it for me, and it's cleaning your face, and all the dirt stupid,,"
"How come this isn't burning for you"
"Cause I'm not a big baby" I put the brush down and back into the pack,
We both were wearing face mask, later I'm suppose to paint his nails gray and he was finna paint mine black.
We might not have a lot of time for that though since .. I snuck out the house, shits been going crazy at home and when I'm around sonny everything seems to make since
I grabbed some pizza for me and him and gave his plate ".. this shit still burns"
"Stop being a big baby nigga, you'll live" I watched as he took a bite of his pizza "I'm deadass about to cry,"
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We washed our face mask off and afterwards we went back and watched some Adult Swim but he already fell asleep on top of me, but I didn't care because I felt safe, and he looked so peaceful sleeping I didn't want to wake him.
I don't know where me and Sonny stand, but he is really something else. What we already have is so beautiful relationship or not he had been such a huge comfort to my heart.
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It's short but like, who ready for skeet mountain?🗿
