I've been scared to go home .. for the past 3 days, I've called my mom and told her everything and she told me to just lay lower for awhile
Me and sonny have been in a motel room .. he's been coming here drunk for the past two days, he hasn't put his hands on me or hasn't called me anything, seeing him drunk is actually funny
He was drunk last night and kept eating gold fish then started crying because he thought he actually ate alive fish
My nigga it's the snack that smiles back 😭
I don't exactly know where he is at the moment, he told me he would be back
I just hope he doesn't do anything stupid
Scarlet
"I just hope they don't do anything stupid"
"They won't. They ain't capable" X said
"We don't know if sonny capable, BUT IM PRETTY SURE OUR DAUGHTER IS. You know how we were back then" I worry about Jessie I don't want her to end up like me or Jah
At the moment it seems like he doesn't even care though, probably because he's been drinking again
Not a unhealthy amount but enough for him to think but not take shit seriously
I swear to fuck I'm the only responsible one around anymore
"You know how easy it would be to kill my self right now?" He said to me
"What?"
"I could kill you too. Right now as we speak, like I could really just end it all, you see that lamp?" He pointed too I nodded
"I could slam that over my head, you see that blade?" I was scared to nod but I did anyways
"I could really kill someone with that-"Though
"Aight you gonna stop drinking" I grabbed all the empty bottles and the one he was drinking and threw them away.
"You act like I'm serious.."
"I know what you are capable of Jahseh" he just laughed
"I feel higher then a mothafuckin astronaut on mothafuckin Jupiter nigga" He slurred. I just laughed
I went into my kitchen and made him some coffee, when I came back I seen him reading the card Bebe gave me
He still had a emotionless reaction "who's Bebe?" He asked. I gulped
"He was a .. one night stand, when we weren't talking.." I said lowly sitting the coffee cup down
"You fucking other niggas now?" He asked furrowing his brows "Jahseh, it's in the past , like you having bitches deepthroat you"
"See , you could have fucked anyone when we wasn't together ion care about that. I just want to know why he gave you a card on Valentine's Day if it was just a .. one night stand" well I didn't exactly tell him I was still with Jahseh .. I didn't feel the need to tell him
"I didn't feel like I had to tell him who I was with Jahseh.. besides he was happy when I accepted it, I didn't want to leave him hanging" he nodded and sat the card down.
I watch as he took a sip of the coffee I made him and got off the couch. "Jahseh.." he ignored me and grabbed his jacket and left my apartment without saying a word to me
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"He's a nigger and pisses me off sometimes" I nodded in agreement
I was at Geneva house now, her baby bump is getting huge , I'm still skinny I watched as she opened a bag of skittles with her teeth, I've never seen a slut eat so much,
"Why was he even upset?"
"I got a Valentine's Day card from someone I had a one night stand with. And he found the card" I sighed rolling on her floor
"I'm in so much pain.." I rolled around on her carpet
"OUU , so you getting dick dick-" she smiled eating skittles, ugh
Jessie
"We're going home." I told sonny
"Alright, I can you stay with me when we go back then?"
"No nigga. I miss my parents, I'll FaceTime you though" I smile
We get in the car and I get on the passenger side as I put my seatbelt on while sonny got in the driver side
I was feeling tired so I slept the whole car ride
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