𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

2.6 CATCH ME OUTSIDE

-Ski mask the slump god

I've been bangin a lot of ski lately🤤

Jessie.

"Thanks for helping me.."

"No problem" ski and Niomi told me I could move in there guest bedroom so I did the wall color was yellow and I didn't want to change it because I was lowkey digging it

"Niomi is going to order some food later so just make yourself at home" I smiled back at ski

"Thank you" after he left and gave me some privacy I just, needed some time to think with me and my mind alone

My inner me.

Jessie's mind

I sat across from my anger, Depression, happiness and disgust. My whole my lookin like the movie inside out.

"Are they even going to get back together?" I asked them

"No! He cheated on your mother, he doesn't deserve to be forgiven" anger spoke

"Look at the positive... your mom could find better?" Happiness added to it. I just sighed, we are getting know where

"Maybe it's because you're fault," Depression said to me. Maybe she's fucking right.

"I can agree with that"

"Me too"

"It's possible" so they all agree ... it's my fault

Possibly if I was never born none of this could have happened, my mom wouldn't have gave up her freedom, My dad wouldn't be in the position he's in..

Everything was my fault

Scarlet.

Instead of buying one of those raggy old burnt down apartments I bought a fancy one and a lot of famous people from flordia actually live in this hotel.

Who ever my next door neighbor was they kept blasting loud music but it was lowkey Fire

Beside that, my heart was still broken even though Jahseh betrayed me I still missed him.. with all my heart

But eh, should've kept his dick in his pants

I poured myself a drink- actually fuck a drink. I got into the mini fridge and get some vodka and poured it in a cup filling it all the way up. I chugged it all and my throat burned with the Sensation "Goddamnit.." i hissed

Before I could pour some more I felt a hard slap across my face and after they covered my mouth but I still tried screaming

"You're never fucking leaving me.." I felt X's hot breath hit my skin as he reeks from alcohol.. i this is how I die I hope Jessie lives to the fullest of life

He moved his hand down to my neck and choked me roughly but I could tell he wasn't giving it all his strength though "J-Jahseh I'm s-sorry" was all I could say..

He loosened his grip and brought me into a hug as he started crying "p-please dont leave me I'm s-sorry Geneva.."

"I'm scarlet.." I told him I looked at his eyes and it wasn't a soft brown it was black, his eyes widened as he started crying again "I'm sorry!" He tried hugging me again but I look dead at him as a tear ran down my face

"You know my fucking name X!" I yelled it him, he slapped me harshly and pushed me on the bed as he stood above me and choked me tightly I could feel my air rude close in

"DONT FUCKING YELL AT ME OKAY?!" He screamed at me with tears in his eyes..

"Being with you was a mistake.." he let me go and I breathed heavily for hair as I cried at the same time. Before I could move he grabbed my feet and dragged me off the bed.

Everything thing was happening so quickly. He grabbed my hair roughly and grabbed me across the hotel room as I screamed and beg for mercy "PLEASE STOP! ILL BE WITH YOU X, JAHSEH PLEASE.." I kept screaming out from pain he let go of my hair and started instead of slap he punched me and I was knocked the fuck out

Jahseh

My fist contacted her cheek as she fell over but instead of getting up, she fell asleep on the floor.. my mind was flowing everywhere her leaving me scared me,

Me doing this to her makes me a abuser but.. I still wanted her in my life. I didn't know they were recording me, and I didn't know it was even posted. I sat on the bed as I watched her sleepy body on the floor.

I'm so fucking sick

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Alright. Tea.

Before I upload some more fuck ass chapters just like... please don't be mad at me?? K? K.