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2.8 HE DIDDY!

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Scarlet.

"I never fucking loved you!" X screamed at me slurring off his words

"YOU DO THIS ALL THE TIME JAHSEH. I know you love me!" He's back to drinking again and everytime he does he always does this shit

"You're just mad Geneva gave better fucking head" I heard him say taking a sip

"BITCH. I'm mad because you threw our love out the fucking window! After I gave you everything! I WENT TO JAIL FOR YOUR CHARGES NIGGA, YOUR A BITCH. And never compare me to Geneva nigga, I know how to throw it back" he walks over me all day now.. I want him to leave but it's like he keeps me trapped

"Whatever. Don't fucking yell at me" I rolled my eyes as I heard him laugh "Being with you was truly a mistake-" i threw the tv remote at his head before he could say anything else

I jumped on him and I wanted to beat the fuck out of him.. but no matter what I never wanted to hurt him. I broke down in tears, I touched his face admiring all his face tats as he watched me cry "I-I'm sorry" he spoke pulling me into a hug.. he hasn't took his medicine. I hugged him back tightly crying on his shoulder.. I've missed the Jahseh so much

The only person that has been presence lately was X. I've been wanting him to leave so I can have Jahseh back.

I've missed Jahseh so much..

Jessie.

I slept over at Sonny's house, it's not like ski is going to care.. I don't know where my mom or dad is at right now

we both fell asleep on the couch while I was on top of him. He was really beautiful while he slept.. so bootyful

I rolled off him and went to the kitchen to text my phone and they were tagging me in a video of X but I never opened it because.. it's not my business

But a lot more people kept tagging me so I had to see what's up. I clicked on the tab seeing my dad get head from some curly haired bitch that wasn't my mom. Jesus fucking Christ

"What's going" on I heard Sonny's smoothing voice as his arms wrapped around my waist "fucking look" I played the video for him and I can't believe I actually have to go to school tomorrow, I know everybody is going to see this.

In the middle of the video I got a call from a unknown number.. me and sonny thought it was suspicious as so did I

He answered it for me "Hello?" He put it on speaker

"Where's Jessie"

"I'm right here.." I shouldn't have said anything probably,

"Meet me behind the abandoned Walmart on papa pizzeria avenue" she whispered then hung up

Y'all papa pizzeria is the shit😭😭

"I'm coming with you" I nodded. We grabbed our things and sonny grabbed his car keys and shut his apartment door back

Scarlet

"I- I never meant to hurt y-you, I love you so much I don't know what I was thinking.." at the moment X was crying with his head in my lap on the hotel bed while drinking vodka

"Shh.. I know, just take your medicine okay baby?" I shouldn't be comforting him. At all. But I don't hate him.. I don't hate anyone, I don't have time to hate people

I watched as he took another sip from the bottle and gave it "just take your medicine for now on okay?"

"But.. they make me feel like ass"

"But they help you. And that's the important thing" I took a swig as I rubbed my black eye

"I'm sorry.." he said wiping his tears.. I didn't respond, I can't forgive him at this point but I wish him the best.

".. can you please come back home? I-im not asking for me, but I'm asking for Jessie, my dad was n-never there when I grew up a-and I don't want Jessie to live a teenage life w-with separate parents.." He asked in between his cries I just sighed

"I will think about it. And if I do come back home, I'm sleeping on the couch NOTHING is going to happen between us... I'm doing this for Jessie" I watched as he smiled a bit

"I'm so lucky to have you in my life.." those words broke my heart though.. he still betrayed me

"Don't say that to me. Because you probably said it to her.."

Jessie

"Wait in the car okay?" Instead of arguing with me he just nodded. I up my hood on over my head as I walked behind the abandoned store

As soon as I did, I seen a girl with curly hair that looked a little blonde and she had a sharp jawline with black painted nails and a perfect body shape.. she was so beautiful, I wish I was her

I approached her "give me your hand.." she demanded. I know I'm black and not suppose to do this Bc frfr this is some white people bullshit

I held out my hand as she gave me a huge stack of cash, I was deadass flabbergasted "tell Jahseh I'm sorry.." she spoke lowly, as she was just about to walk away I stopped her

"What's your name?"

"Tell him it's from Neva.." was all she said to me

I walked back into sonny car and hopped in "what happened?" I held out the money "it's for my dad," I shrugged

"Damn.. she must be sorry about something" he said while putting his seatbelt on.

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Happy birthday king. I'm sorry but like for anyone saying he still alive; he's not like let him Rest In Peace goddamn😭