𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

1.9 ARMS AROUND YOU

- xxxtentacion, Lil pump, Maluma & Swae Lee

Scarlet.

I was charging my ankle monitor as I heard the front door close "BABY COME HERE" I heard X sexy ass voice and I unplug my monitor and skipped towards him

He took off his shirt and turned around showing me his brand new tattoo it has Jessie's name

"Baby .. thats great but are you sure about this?" He turned around and smiled at me "of course I am" he was so happy

I kissed his lips lightly as I felt his hands on my ass "I love you" he spoke to me without moving away "I love you too"

"I'm going to marry you one day, and this ass" I felt his hand slap my ass that made me giggle.

"You act like I'm jokin ma" I felt so comfortable in his arms, he smelled so good, I could also feel his big ass dick press against me.

He picked me up and carried me to our room and my stomach was just always full of butterflies when he's near.

He laid me down on the bed and kissed me and rolled over laying next to me. I cuddled up to him as he held me and we both slept.

Jessie.

"So .. you wanna come by later?"

"Cant I have plans with Stacy" who tf is Stacy

"Derek, Who the hell is stacy??" He looked up from his phone shocked

"I- I mean my mom ..."

"Nigga no you didn't!" This bitch better stop playin with me "if you got another bitch on the side, then it's your chance to tell me!" There was silence between us.

"Who. The. Fuck. Is. Stacy." I repeated he had a guilty look in his eyes

"Listen, I- my friends took me out one night and .. one thing led to another with Stacy but I love you I swear!" He tried touching me but I yanked away and begin to cry .. he really been out here betraying me like that.

"Don't fucking touch me. We are over" I said lowly trying not to draw any attention

I begin to walk home from school alone now but not even two steps I felt his hand grip on me tightly "Jessie fucking listen to me!-"

"GET YOUR DICK GRABBERS OFF OF ME" I socked him right in his nose, causing him to let go of me and sat there in pain and disbelief.

"Touch me again and X will be hearing about it" was all I said to him before I walked home ... today was a fucking busy seems like everyone I trust betrays me..

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I walked in my room and let Titan on my bed, I guess Derek was staying loyal too "Stacy" instead of me.

I tried really hard giving him everything, Hope the next girl has fun with his ass because fuck him on everything I know

"Jessie!" I heard my mom call "yeah?" She came in my room and handed me my phone,

"You're ungrounded but please be aware of your choices next okay baby" I nodded and she kissed me on the head "I love you such baby .. don't tell your father but you get your looks from me" I laughed as she hugged me tightly

When she left my room and I was getting changed into some pjs I heard my phone ring.

It was from a unknown caller but the ID showed up and it was a FaceTime call

I accepted anyways "hey stoopid" I smiled as I heard Sonny's voice from the other line "hey, how'd you get my number?"

"I got my ways mama" I heard the smirk in his voice "whatcha up too?"

"I'm getting ready for bed"

"Did you know sleeping naked is healthy for your vagina? It can let that shit breathe" why the fuck- this nigga weird weird and I love it

"Why are you reading shit about vaginas bruh? I got nothing against it but like- yeah." I laughed at myself

After a few hours of talking to each other on FaceTime it was already 3 Am and we were still laughing our asses off .. he has put me in such a better mood

"Okay so, how did you and Kayla meet?"

"She started liking my pictures real late at night ya know?? I already knew she wanted me and we still went to school together"

"Wow so your cocky cocky" I smiled.

"It gotta stay that way ma. What about you and Derek?" I sighed

"He transferred schools and I was there he was shy as hell and grabbed my phone and put his number in there" I could tell he can hear the sorrow in my voice

"Did something happen? Are you okay? Do you need me to come over?"

"No, Sonny I'm fine it's just, I found out he was seeing another girl while he was with me a-and everything happened so fast, I tried really hard to give him everything .. h-he was even my first and I regret it so much now..." I couldn't help to break down in tears, I felt so nasty and disgusting I felt like ., a disgrace because I let someone walk all over me like that

"Listen, I'm really sorry all that happened but people will forever use people to their advantage until they can find their real one. It's going to be like this sometimes and you will forever run into fake friends or fake people like this, and the only thing you can do is just leave it alone and find success and- and happiness, I want you too love out your dreams and do amazing when you get older cause I believe your talented and smart in every way, you don't need this kind of negativity around you, people don't want to see you succeed but fuck that cause I know you got way to my skill, talent, braveness, smarts and etc to do what you want to do. You don't have to become what he says you are, you know your goal in the end and you should should reach for it." His words did touch me and he is absolutely right ..

I'm just feeling so lost and so scared "thank you.."

"No problem, call me if you need anything"

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Fun fact sluttysonny gave me the inspiration to have the name sonnysnut🤤