𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

3.5 BIRD IS THE WORD

-Ski mask the slump god

Scarlet.

My breathe hinge as I collapsed my naked body on the bed right next to Bebe's as I covered myself up in the covers

He got up and I watched as he put on his boxers and pants.. "I'll see you next week scar," as he was just about to leave I stopped him "do you want to.. stay for awhile?" Jessie was at Sonny's house and my schedule was wide open

"You mean like a.." I nodded. I could go for a round 2. He has been treating me right this weekend while Jessie been at her boyfriends house..

Besides I told X not to trip once he sees me having fun too,

•

I wrapped up in my rob and instead of walking I limped my way to my kitchen, Bebe really did a number on me,

he was sleeping in my bed at the moment and I missed a call from ski, X and Jessie Jesus-

I called ski first.

"Heyy Scarlet we scheduled your appointment for you the insinuation,"

"That's great! When do I need to go?" I asked grabbing a banana "next month on the 30th"

"Alright I gotta call Jessie bye" I hung up and dialed her number

"Mom can I stay the night with sonny?" She asked me

"Do you have clothes or anything?" There was a little bit of silence on the other end then she said "no.."

"Come to the house first and get you some clothes alright? Love you baby"

"Okay. Love you too,"

Time to call.. my demon 🙂

"Yellow?"

"What'd you call me for nigga" I asked "I wanted to come hang with you and seen if you were busy.." he said as Bebe entered the kitchen without only his jeans on

"Nah.. I'm kinda busy right now.." I said winking at bebe as he smirked. I know I was playing him dirty but look me in the face dead in my eyes and tell me X doesn't deserve that

Pussy

"... who you fucking."

"What nigga?"

"You heard me. I know that voice you do after sex scarlet. Who's the nigga." I want to hang up but then he would fucking kill me on the spot-

"What if there is someone Jah, we not together and you cheated on me," I glanced back at bebe as he grabbed a banana and exit the kitchen

"You ain't suppose to—"

"What am I not suppose to do X. I'm not suppose to be like you? I don't care what bitch you fuck, you're not my problem anymore so why do you care who I have sex with? Let's be real. If you were a girl in today society you'd get called a slut from left and right cause how much you love sex." I could just hear his heavy breathing on the other end. I'm tired of him owning me like death shall ACTUALLY do us part.

"Fuck that. You're mine." He hung up, I just rolled my eyes putting my phone on the charger and walked in the leaving room seeing bebe watch tv

"You gotta go soon, my daughter is going to be here to get her stuff," I told him

"You got a daughter?" He asked

"Yeah, shes like 15, you still need to go" I said tossing him his shirt he just nodded

•

I waited for Jessie to get her clothes and Bebe already left, he was nice and I should call him over next weekend.

I turned off the water and stepped out the shower, wrapping the towel around my wet body.

It's not like I don't miss Jahseh, I do. But I also enjoyed what bebe does for me, taking a break is always a nice thing

But no one can fuck me like Jahseh can, but loving him is like pulling teeth out. So here I am.

I put on my baggy shirt with some sweatpants as my damped hair was in a ugly bun. I walked out the bathroom but when I went to my room.. there he was

Just sitting there. He did catch me by surprise though

"What are you doing here Jahseh. Jessie will be here soon you have to leave.." he didn't listen but he approached me with a broken condom wrapper in his hand.

"The fuck is this scarlet." Does this nigga have amnesia. As much as he uses them I thought he'd know by now

"It's a condom wrapper—"

"And who uses it on you?" I didn't want to look him in the face because I'd start to break down and cry

"Look at me." He demanded

...fuck on me

I glanced at him and he didn't have his soft brown eyes. Pure black.

"Who's is it Scarlet."

"It's someone I met a few weeks age Jahseh we've been just fooling around, it's not a big deal" he gripped my wrist tightly and pushed me back into the wall and I was already crying, I didn't want him to hurt me anymore

He looked at me and he started crying with me and pulled me in to a hug.. "P-please dont give up on me.." he cried into the hug with me. I hugged him back tightly

"I'm trying.."

After we shed a few tears we both fell asleep on my bed cuddling up together, I was the first one to wake up but I didn't want to move, I felt safe in his arms

Jessie.

"I really think my parents are going to get back together.." I told sonny eating more popcorn

"How so"

"When I went to get my clothes they were sleeping together in my moms bed, it was cute" I smiled, I miss having two parents in the same home, being a family again.