0.8 SCHIZOPHRENIA

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- xxxtentacion

Jessie

"Time to go! Wake up if the sun rises then you do too!" I felt the cold air hit my skin making me shriek

"School starts at 8 it's 5 dad-"

"We going to the studio"

I rub my eyes "why so early?"

"Cause I'm bored now let's go" he walked out of my room and I yawned and started doing my Daily routine.

I put on some pink Shorts with a Pink short sleeve shirt, I seen Sora on the coffee table and I picked her up and got some cat food and put it in her bowl and sat her down.

"Are you ready?" I nodded, X was wearing his red sweatshirt with some black sweatpants.

"Why are we going to the studio?"

"Your going to help me record and make a few songs," I was confused "I cant do that I don't know anything about music" I protested

I heard him sigh while grabbing his keys "I heard your songs, and your just like me; Talented ass fuck" I laughed and just went with it.

"Alright so I have the song already I just need some fucking lyrics." He said aggressively "alright let me see .."

He turned it on as I put the headphones on and he has a nice beat we just need to figure out lyrics that can go with it, and the lyrics have to mean something.

I took my headphones off and asked him "what do you want the song to be about?"

" something that talks about providing for my family, my troubled past, and how I used to tell my mother that someday I would make it someday"

I started thinking about it, he has already told me so much about his past, and his powerful ass mind

" won't look back on my mind Won't let bad out my shine Wont let you cloud my mind " I said under my breathe I grabbed a pencil but I didn't have my song book I started rushing around looking for paper before I lost my train of thought

"What are you looking for-"

I grabbed some paper and ignored X and started to write the words down

Won't look back on my mind
Won't let bad out my shine
Won't let you cloud my mind
Won't let you cloud my mind ..

What the fuck rhymes with shine-

"Dad what rhymes with shine?"

"High?" He shrugged

All my days I was cryin,
All my lows, all my highs
Told my mom I'm gon' shine
Told my love I'm gon' shine

"Try this" I gave him the paper and he went to the booth and put on his headphones while I turned the song on

" Okay dad I think we're done" I said he excited the booth with a smile "I wanna hear the song"

"It's short" I shrug

"I'm literally going to make these songs like a minute so whatever" I click play and I watched as he nodded his head to the beat.

Won't look back on my mind
Won't let bad out my shine
Won't let you cloud my mind
Won't let you cloud my mind
All my days, I was cryin'
All my lows, all my highs
Told my Mom, "I'm gon' shine"
Told my love, "I'm gon'-"

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