𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

2.5 SUICIDE SEASON

-Ski mask the slump god

Jessie

"Goddamnit!" I gripped my knee tightly, I accidentally hit it trying to climb through the window.

I assume everyone was still sleeping, when I stood up I felt a sharp cut go across my cheek, but the sharp object hit the wall

The light turned on and my mom was there standing in the door frame I looked back at the sharp object and seen it was her black flame throwing blade

"Goddamn Jessie! What the fuck are you doing?!" She walked towards me and looked at the scar on my cheek

"I'm sorry baby, I thought you were an intruder.. come with me" she leaded me to the kitchen and I sat on the counter as she got some band aids and hydrogen peroxide

"So .. today is me and your fathers anniversary" she said with a little frown

"Mom, that great! What's wrong ..?"

"I-" she sighed "it's been the 4th time Jah has been canceling plans with me, I know he works a lot but I just want .. some time with him" after she put the band aid on my face I held her hand

"His world is changing drastically mom, you have to understand everybody is relying on him now, he has fans, members only, us even Titan is relying on him" we both chuckled she just nodded

"Yeah.. I'll just do a surprise visit him inside the studio later" she kissed my forehead as she huddled me off to bed "love you!"

Scarlet

"Love you too!!" She closed her door back. Call me crazy but I miss X's Fine ass and I want to see him now,

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It's was 1 in the afternoon and I've been up all day trying to do something romantic for my baby

I laid down some rose petals and I made him a small gift basket, it had some black spray painted fake flowers, his favorite candy, a CD with every single one of his songs on there, some gray, black, dark red, dark blue nail polish and ... Jessie's ultrasound. I wanted to do something special for him and I have 3 pictures of Jessie's ultrasound

She was off at Sonny's house and before she went she picked up and dropped off the pictures for me. I allowed her to stay the night since I really want this night to mean something.

As soon everything was done I called
Jah, he didn't answer the first time so I tried again

"What"

"Hey, um when are you going to be home?"

"No time soon. This better be fucking important scarlet"

"W-well just, never mind happy anni-" he hung up before I could even finish ,

I've been acting real soft lately I've been letting X walk all over me,

And oh no. Not Jahseh, X

He seemed to come out more often nowadays he told me he was going to get it under control and start taking his pills again, but he also told me they haven't been working

They also been filled up ever since he got the pills. I knew he wasn't taking them, I just didn't have the guts to tell him off

He said he felt more in control without them but I know it's tearing apart.

I got on Instagram trying to look for something good and nice too cook

While I did people kept tagging me in this post and it was a video of Jahseh getting head from a girl wth a lil Afro and it seemed like Ski was recording it.