𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

1.8 SLIPKNOT

- xxxtentacion, Kin$oul & Killstation

Jahseh

Recently I've been stuck in the studio all day,, I wanted to dedicate a song all too Scarlet

I haven't really spend some decent time with her other then sex and Jessie too, I feel like a bad boyfriend and a father for not really staying home as much watching after them, missing out on dinner .. but I want to finish this Album

"I got McDonald's for you man," I heard Ski, he sat the bag beside me as I nodded. It's not like I eat while I work, I'll just put it in the fridge I'm sure Scarlet and Jessie ate dinner already.

I'm happy ski built the studio but like, I can hear whatever bitch he fuckin and I'm deadass in here trying to work. This has to be like the 3ed time this week.

I decided to go home early because it's happening again and I just don't want to be here for it anymore. I grabbed my phone as I put on my jacket and grabbed my McDonald bag

I've also decided something .. want to get a tattoo behind my ear and I want Jessie's name in cursive.

And instead of getting a tattoo of Scarlets name. I want her hand in marriage, but something tells me it's too early since it feels like yesterday she got out of prison.

And what if she declines ..

I can see it all happening in my head, I get on one knee and ask her hand in marriage, and she says no.

It seems like she always wants me with her at home now days.

•

I seen Scarlet passed out on the couch as I closed the door behind me locking it back

I walked in Jessie's room seeing her play the piano while Titan was sleep on her bed,

"hey.."

"Hey, you're back early" she said as I handed her the bag of food

"Did you eat" I nodded but somehow she knew I was lying and gave me the bag "I know you're lying .. I already ate dad. Just keep it in the fridge when you get hungry, for you okay?" Instead of arguing I just agreed with her

"Alright, go to bed you got school"

"Okay" I closed her door back and put the bag in the fridge as I took off my sweatshirt and sat on the couch with Scarlet.

I rubbed her feet as she slept and I was just so stressed and scared, I feel like life gets stressed by each day goes by and I act unbothered everytime.

Jessie

•

I walked through the hall way and I could see girls and guys whisper and snicker at me but I just kept my cool.

As I approached my locker I felt arms wrap around me but they smelled different.

I moved their hands immediately knowing "stop fucking harassing me!"

I heard Robbie snicker "oh come on, if your willing to give it up for him then I know you can give it up for me"

"How do you know- never mind just leave me alone please" I'm practically begging him at this point.

Before he could protest I grabbed my books and headed to first period

I sat next to Derek and I immediately asked him "did you tell anyone about .. what we done?"

"You mean sex?-"

"YES I MEAN SEX" I whisper yelled

"First of all no, second of all I'm going to go get the worksheet paper and while I do that you can go do something about that snatchy tone" I rolled my eyes.