I Promise {Rierra}

26- Oh my god.

Chapter 26

*two months later*

Everything was going great in the Karimloo household. Sierra and Ramin were happily married and juggling having three kids in their house and being in shows every night.

Sierra was in her dressing room with Norm and Jeremy, right about to start getting ready for a show. Sierra just happened to look under in the cabinet under the sink to spot her pads and tampons. Still not opened.

I'm late.

Sierras breath caught in her throat as she stumbled backwards and fell into the main room, feeling tears fall down her face. "Sierra!" Jeremy and Norm jumped up and helped her onto the couch.

Once she was in their arms, she collapsed in tears. Jeremy and Norm held Sierra and let her cry until she couldn't cry anymore. "Will you tell us what's wrong?" Sierra quickly shook her head.

"No. No." She shouted, standing up, already feeling stress and pressure. "I'd rather talk to Ramin, or my mom, or Summer. Someone else, no offense on you two, but-" she started crying again. I'm not trying to be mean, but I need a girl to talk to. I know, Ramin isn't a girl but he's my husband and he deserves to know what's going on, even though it's a huge deal.

"That's okay, Sierra. Go home. Get some rest and come back when you think you're ready." Norm cooed, kissing her forehead. Jeremy gave her a smile, kissed her cheek, and left her.

Sierra took a deep breath, collecting her things and leaving the room. First stop; CVS. She bought a couple pregnancy tests and hid them in her car. Second stop; the Imperial.

Sierra was forced to take another deep breath before she entered the stage door. She tried to lay low, because she knew her face was majorly red and tear stained. She didn't want anyone but Ramin asking questions.

She knocked on Ramin's dressing room door and Ramin answered, as Cedric. Who's Cedric you may ask? Well, while we were doing Phantom 25, Sierra and Ramin had went shopping. Ramin dragged Sierra into a mask shop and bought that to creep people out. And seeing as Andrew, Will, and Sam were all in his room, she assumed that's what he was doing.

Ramin had already been planning to creep out whoever was out the door, so that made Sierra laugh. He immediately pulled off the mask and looked in her bloodshot eyes. "Oh my gosh, Sierra. What's wrong?"

"Can we talk?" That seemed to make Ramin uneasy, but he kicked everyone out so they could talk. "I don't really know what to say. Oh, and don't think this is anything bad. Actually, quite the contrary." That feeling of pressure and stress came back.

Sierra broke down in tears again. Ramin immediately pulled Sierra into his chest and stroked her hair. All different things ran through Sierras head.

Maybe I'm not pregnant. Sometimes woman don't get their periods one month. That happens. But then again, I did throw up a few days ago. And I have been feeling all the symptoms I felt when I was pregnant with Jade. Oh my god.

Those thoughts just caused her to cry even more. "Sierra, stop crying before you have another asthma attack." Ramin cooed in her ear, pulling away from her to wipe Sierras tears. "What's wrong?"

I can't tell him. I can't get his hopes up for something that might be false. And he might not be happy either. He did say he wanted to wait a little while. Does two months count as a little while?

"Uh, I was just feeling really stressed out because of the show and everything. I really just needed a shoulder to cry on." Sierra lied.

Ramin nodded, kissing her forehead and hugging her once more. Once Sierra thought she was a bit better, she left for the penthouse.

The first thing she did when she arrived was drop her bag and run to the bathroom. She took the test and waited for the results.

Sierra couldn't help but pace around the hallway. What if I'm pregnant and Ramin doesn't want another child yet? What if I'm slowly going insane over nothing and I'm not pregnant.

Sierra froze. Time is up. Sierra slowly, with her eyes closed, make her way into the bathroom. Her hand rested on the stick and she opened her eyes.

Positive.

I'm really pregnant.

Sierra should have been jumping with joy, but she wasn't. Sierra was scared I death. In fact, that's just one of the adjectives she was feeling right now. Scared, nervous, stressed, confused.

Sierra was running. She wasn't sure where, but she let her feet take her away. Sierra felt tears staining her cheeks, and more fell.

She found herself running into an apartment building and into an elevator, her mind automatically pressing floor 7. When the doors open she finds herself running down a few doors and knocking fiercely,. Summer answers the door, wearing long fluffy pants. "Sierra, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"I'm so scared Summer!" Sierra sobs, wrapping her arms around her sister.

"What happened? Did something happen with Ramin?"

"No! Summer! I'm not ready! I'm not ready for four kids!"

Summer looked a bit shocked. "You're pregnant?" Sierra nods. "When did this happen?"

"I guess, the honeymoon. We haven't really been together like that. Between rehearsals and the kids, we're both busy."

"Well you need to tell him! This is great news!" Sierra nods, running out of her apartment. Sierra found confidence, deep inside her, and she knew she could tell Ramin she was pregnant.

Sierra marched into their house to see Ramin watching tv with the kids. He jumped when he saw her a bit.

"Sierra, honey, what's wrong?"

"Ramin, can we talk in the bedroom please?"

"Of course." They walked into the room and the door shut. "What's wrong?"

Sierra broke down again. "I'm not ready! I'm not ready!" She continued to say, crumbling in his arms. This went on for a while, and after some time, Ramin started whispering her name.

"Sierra, Sierra." She looked at him, but he was babbling on. He could hear his words but she continued to hear, "Sierra, Sierra..." Then soon, the whole world went dark.

Sierra woke up in bed, in different clothes. Ramin was sleeping next to her, an arm wrapped tightly around her. She moved to snuggle closer to him and he woke up. "Hey dear, how are you feeling?"

"I'm fine. What happened? The last thing I remember was crying on the floor with you. And then I can't remember." Ramin was confused.

"No, you didn't pass out. You stopped crying, but you had an asthma attack. And then after that you feel asleep." Ramin explained, getting out of bed and changing. "So what was wrong?" Ramin sat on the bed again and put his arms around her. "You came home and had a meltdown. And you said you weren't ready." He said with a questioning tone.

"Oh." Sierra sighed, closing her eyes and leaning against his chest. "I was just, stressed."

"Alright, well, are you feeling better?" Sierra quickly got up and ran to the other side of the room.

"Yes! I am fine and nothing is gone. I'm leaving to go to Summer's. I'll be back after my show." Sierra ran out of the penthouse, getting into her car and driving to Summer's. The second Summer opened the door, Sierra said, "I don't know how to tell him."

"Just tell him." Summer let her in.

"I don't know how to. I'm not even sure if he wants a baby yet. He said he wanted to wait."

"Two months is enough waiting time. But come on, did Ramin ever say he wanted a baby?" Sierra nods. "Then you should be fine. It's a child for gods sake! Be happy, I know you are." Sierra couldn't help but smile and rest a hand on her stomach.

"I guess you're right." Sierra grinned, hugging Summer and leaving for the Majestic.

She sat down on her couch and started rubbing her flat stomach. "I love you. I love you."