Shawn Mendes imagines

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A request for IslemMbmb hope you like it ❤❤

I am beki and I am his girlfriend although right now I don't feel like I am. We have been dating for a year and a half and honestly the first year of dating was amazing but now I don't feel like he loves me anymore.

He has been hanging out with this girl called Melina. I asked him to go on a walk with me last night and he said he was too tired. Soon after his phone rang and it was Melina, she asked him to hang out and he said yes and left this made me really angry.

Shawn came home and started yelling at me. Melina was there also.

"I should have known it was you!"

"Known what was me?"

"You shared my personal information."

"I never did that and I never would Shawn and you know that."

"No I don't you were the one that did it. You are so ungrateful and I hate you so much."

"You don't mean that."

"I do."

By that point tears were flowing. He said more hurtful things, he was screaming and yelling and started throwing things around the room. All you could hear was shattering glass everywhere and eventually he threw a glass that had vut my arm but Shawn didn't care. Instead he pushed me harshly and I fell on the floor and yelled at me again for the last time. He went upstairs with no emotion. Leaving me alone with Melina.

"He's mine. " she says and walks upstairs following him.

Shawn came down half an hour later asking where Melina was and I said the bathroom. He walked off and not long after I heard him talk my name.

I went to find him and I was slapped in the face.

"You hurt her. She's covered in bruises and cuts. You did this to her. Get out. I never want to see you again."

I rushed to my car crying. Usually I never cry but I love shawn so much. I get the blame for her hurting herself where as I'm bleeding because of him. Why did everything come down to this? Am I that bad?

I started driving to my friend Scouse but the tears in my eyes made it hard to see and all the colours of everything was blurred, i see a bright light heading tieards me until suddenly all I see is black.

I wake up to see a bright light and see my friend and her boyfriend but I see no Shawn.

"Where's shawn?"

"Sorry beki he didn't show. He also said taht he didnt care and that he is dating melina now."

"Oh." Is all I have to say. It hurts so bad but I didn't know what to say or how to get the emotions out. I just couldn't believe it.

A month later and I decided to go for a little trip to Turkey because I need a break and a change if scene.

While in Turkey my friend calls saying Shawn wanted me back and that he's a mess without me and that he's sorry for what he did. He apparently broke down over the phone about it. So she told him in Turkey and that I'm back next week and told him my flight details with my permission of course.

A week past and unfortunately it was time to go home but I missed my flight.

Little did I know Shawn was waiting for me at the airport with flowers and heard that the plane had crashed and he broke down.

The day after I went home and got back to Canada. I headed home and heard crying coming from my room.

I hear my name being repeated over and over again by Shawn. His friends are comforting him while he was crying into my clothes.

I couldn't stand to see him like that any longer and I walk into the room. He saw me and ran over hugging me crying even more than he did before and repeating I'm sorry over and over again.

I forgave him and his friends went home. We got into comfy clothes and cuddled up in bed while I comforted him and we forget all that happened. Even though I have forgiven him, he won't stay saying sorry. Shawn was a mess but he was my mess and I will do anything to fix him.

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