Shawn Mendes imagines

126. request

A request for cruzashh hope you like it x

Lately I have been so alone. My own boyfriend hasn't been speaking to me that much he's always put with his friends or at the studio and if I go out with him he goes off with his friends and leaves me alone.

Not only that he keeps hanging out with his ex Lauren instead of me so I'm sure you know how I am feeling. I always say why you hanging out with her instead of me and he defends himself and says what am I not allowed to hang out with my friends? I just honestly give up. I don't know what I have done but I've apparently done something for Shawn to  ignore me all of the time.

Its nearly midnight and I'm waiting for Shawn to get back from god knows what he is doing.

He gets back home at 1am and in furious.

"Where the hell have you been Shawn?"

"Out where do you think?"

I could tell he was drunk what an idiot.

"Who were you with?"

"I was with Lauren she's here right now."

"Why is she here?"

"Because Ashley Lauren is way better than you are and ever will be. I live her not you. You know Ashley you were here just to support me and give me the satisfaction until I got Lauren back."

"Is that really what you think of me?"

"Yeah it is."

"Wow I knew I would lose you one day because look at me then look at you but losing you this way is just wow I hate you so much and what is that? That's a hickey wow. Not only do I know that I ahve been used and fell for it but have also been cheated on. You know what Shawn I hope you are happy with her and stay out of my life I don't want to ever see you again. You are like every other male on this planet."

I go upstairs pack up my stuff and leave. He doesn't even try to stop me which kills me. What did i do to deserve this?

Weeks later...

Shawn has tried messaging me but I don't really care anymore he hurt me and hurt me really bad. I want to think everything was a dream but it was all real.

I hear a knock on my front door. I go open it and he's there.

He looks broken his eyes are bloodshot and he looks a mess.

"Hey can we talk?" He asks in a groggy voice.

"Yeah I guess."

He walks in and comes into the living room. I follow and sit down.

"You deserve an explanation. I don't know whether you will believe me but I want to tell you."

"I do and go on explain."

"So what I said wasn't true I wasn't myself that day. I'm sorry I was hanging out with lauren a lot it's just she's my friend and she would always be there when I went out with the guys. I don't know what happened properly that day but I'm very sure that Lauren spiked my drink and thats why I acted that way. I really do love you and I don't want to lose you. I'm so sorry for being such a terrible boyfriend you deserve so much better than me but I can't live with out you. These past few weeks have been hell without you. I'm so so sorry." By that point he was crying and so was I. I could tell he was telling the truth he was absolutely broken because of it.

"Shawn it's ok I believe you. I love you so so much and you are not a terrible boyfriend. You are amazing all you did was get a little side tracked. I just want you to promise me one thing though."

"Anything."

"Please don't see Lauren ever again. I was already afraid of losing you I don't actually want to lose you."

"I'm so sorry Ashley."

"Stop saying sorry ok. You are forgiven."

"So are we together again?" He asks sniffling.

"Yeah come here." We hug for a while and then pull away and kiss eachother. When we pull away we decide to go to bed so we can cuddle.

While cuddling I fall asleep happy because I had Shawn back. My Shawn.

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