Shawn Mendes imagines

121. ex

Last year me and my boyfriend Shawn broke up after 5 years of being together. Yes Shawn Mendes was my boyfriend but we broke up because he had to go on tour and I would barely see him and he wouldn't be able to see me and he didn't want to string me along. This is the longest tour he has ever done.

I still love him and now tour is over he'll be back around in the area and I don't know if I can see him. The thought of him makes my heart wrench.

I saw everything I did and always talked to aaliyah his sister. She always keeps me updated like right now. I got a message off her saying Shawn is back and is very quiet and sad because he regrets ever breaking up with you.

I say ok but then ignore the rest of the messages.

My phone beeps half an hour later and it's off if Shawn.

Shawn❤~ hey I know I am probably the last person you want to here from but I just wanted to say I'm back from tour and I want to talk to you, if you want to talk to me then please meet me in our spot at 7 x

I didn't know what to say and just read it. It was half 6 now. Part of me wanted to meet him and the other half was saying no. My head was saying no but my heart was saying something else and said to go meet him.

I had hopes that this would either give me some sort of closure or we would get back together.

I sit there contemplating what to do for so long that I realised it was 5 to 7. I grabbed my keys locked up and sped walked to our spot by the time I got there it was 5 past 7.

I look around for him thinking I'm too late when I hear his soft voice from behind me.

"I didn't think you were coming."

"Sorry I'm late I was thinking either to come or not and well here I am."

"Yeah here you are."

"So..." He says.

"So..." I say looking around.

"I asked you here because I made a bug mistake. I thought it would be better for the both of us to split because I didn't want to hurt you from me being away for a year and not being able to see you or you see me. I did the cliché thing of doing the if you love someone you let them go but not were those movies wrong if you love someone you should definetly not let them go because it is hell. I still love you Y/N. I'm sorry for hurting you before I left but if you would allow me to I would like a second chance. Another shot at us and that way I can treat you and kiss you and touch you like I have been longing to do since the day I broke up with you. I realised I made a massive mistake and that I realised I couldn't live without you. I need you in my life and I don't want to ever go without you again. So if you give me a second chance then I have a very important question for you. Will you marry me?" He says all that and then gets on one knee.

"Oh my god Shawn. You are incredible and hoenstly I love you so so much and never stopped I came here in the hopes that we would get back together and I was right. No matter how much I wanted to stop loving you I couldn't. You are my everything and I don't want to live without you either ever. (I crouch down so I'm face level) Shawn of course I'll marry you." I say tears streaming down my face.

"You will?" He asks now crying himself.

"Yeah I know we are young but I don't want to be without you and want you to be there for me for the rest of my life and I want to be there for yours also so yes I'll marry."

He places the ring onto my finger. He then grabs my face and kisses me passionately. I kiss back instantly. The kiss lastly for about 5 minutes.

We both pull away breathless with our heads touching.

"I love you Y/N."

"I love you too Shawn So so much."

We kiss again and then get up and walk back to my place. He comes in and we cuddle up on the sofa. This is the closest we have ever felt towards eachother for the whole time we dated. We never wanted to let go of ecahother again.

This was a love that was going to last forever.

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