𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 & 𝐹𝒶𝓂𝑒 || Harvey Mills fanfic

• Chapter nineteen •

Maddies POV

I woke up cuddled up in Harveys warm embrace. I can't believe this is the last time I'll wake up to his adorable face until the next time I see him. Today is the day I've been dreading to come all month. Today I'm leaving America and going back home, but the worst part is leaving Harvey. I'm gonna miss him sooo much. I wish tour wasn't over. I probably had the most fun I've ever had in my life with all of my friends and other people I met on this tour. At least I'll be back in LA in half a month to film total eclipse. I've been texting Lauren and Johnny Orlando a lot lately since their in the show and they live in Toronto, so we could hangout sometimes and go over our lines together. I don't know how we've never hungover or seen each other around before cause we literally live so close to each other, but I'm glad we've finally became friends now. I looked at Harvey peacefully sleeping and just thought of all the things I'm gonna miss about him. The his sparkly hazel eyes opened up and he flashed his perfect smile at me. "Good morning my love"he said in his morning voice. I love his morning voice so much especially with his British accent. "Good morning Harv" I said smiling at him "how was your sleep?"he asked "it was okay but I kept waking up in the middle of the night thinking about leaving today"I said "yeah I didn't have the best sleep from that either"he said "I wish we didn't have to go back home"I said pouting a bit "I know me too! I wish I could stay with you forever"he said "I wish we could too. That would be amazing"I said smiling at the thought of being with Harvey forever. I know this sounds absolutely crazy since we've only been together for about a month now but I feel like Harvey is the one. I want to be with him forever and I hope he feels the same way too. "That would be amazing"he said smiling back "I guess we should get up and start packing"I said sitting up "yeah we probably should"he said sitting up as well. We both got dressed and I stayed in Harvey hoodie just so when I'm on the plane ride back I have something of Harveys that smells like him to make it feel like he's there with me even though he's not. We all finished packing and brought our bags down to the front desk since we had to be out of our rooms by 12:00pm. Annie, Max, Jayden, Harvey and I all ate breakfast. After that we had to head to the airport since Max and Harveys flight leaves at 4:00pm and mine leaves at 5:00pm. I can't believe I only have about 5 hours left with them. I'm gonna miss all of them so much.

   Once we arrived at the airport we all checked our luggage's in and just waited around in the airport and talked about stuff. I was trying to spend as much time with Harvey as possible until we had to leave. Then we heard Max and Harveys flight get called for boarding the plane. I walked with them over to the place where they had to board their flight and I guess it was time to say goodbye. I promised myself I wouldn't cry but I couldn't help it. Harvey pulled me into a hug as I cried into his chest. "I don't want you to go. I'm gonna miss you so much"I said holding him tightly "I miss you already and we haven't even left each other yet"he said still holding to me and kissed my forehead "I just want you to know how much I love you and I'm gonna miss you"I said looking up at him as he stared down at me "I love you so much too"he said and they said one last call for his flight. Ugh this is it he's leaving. "Let's just not say goodbye. Instead let's say see you later cause I know if I say goodbye I'm gonna cry too"he said staring into my eyes "okay sounds good to me"I said "bro we gotta go"Max said taping him in the shoulder and Harvey went and hugged Annie and Jayden bye and left me for last. "See you later Maddie"he said hugging me tightly and tearing up a bit too "see you later Harvey"I said hugging him back and he let go of me and kissed me. I held onto his hand until I couldn't anymore as he walked away from me. He blew a kiss at me as he walked into the plane and I just smiled at him. I stood there until couldn't see him anymore and Annie and Jayden both gave me a hug. "I know it'll be hard not seeing him for a while but you'll get through it. I know you will"Jayden said giving me a smile "thanks Jay!"I said smiling back and wiping my tears away with the sleeve of Harveys hoodie "anytime muffin"she said smiling "can we go to the window to watch his plane take off?"I asked them "of course"Annie said and we all walked over to the window and watched his plane take off. "I can't believe how much I actually miss him already like I never thought I could miss someone this much and it's only been like 5 minutes"I said "well I guess that's what happens when your in love. You can't stand to stay apart for even a few minutes"Jayden said "yeah well now I'm gonna have to stay apart from him for like 3 or 4 months. I don't know how I'm gonna handle that"I said "well I know you and you can get through anything so just try to stay positive and know that you'll see him soon"Annie said "okay I'll try"I said and she gave me a smile. An hour passed and they finally called my flight back home. I mean I'm happy to go back home to see my mom since I haven't seen her in so long but I feel like she'll be mad at me cause I barely called her during. I was so busy with everything going on I just didn't have enough time and I hope she can understand that. I don't think she even knows I'm dating Harvey yet though so I'm sure she'll be angry with me that I didn't even call her to tell her that exciting news especially cause my mom is like my best friend and I tell her everything. I said bye to both Annie and Jayden and boarded my flight. It's only an hour and a half flight home from New York to Toronto, so I decided to stare out the window at all the ground below us. Once the plane landed I got off the plane and ran to my mom to give her a big hug. "Omg hi honey! I missed you so much"she said giving me a kiss on the cheek "I miss you too mom"I said "so how was the tour? I didn't hear much from you"she said "it was amazing especially seeing how all the fans react to your performances is the best part and all my fans I met were so nice and supportive it was just amazing"I said as we walked through the airport "well I'm glad you had lots of fun. I just wish you would've called me a bit more to get me updated on things"she said "I know I should've called you more and I'm sorry I didn't I just got so caught up in everything and we were really busy with all the shows and stuff I just didn't have a lot of free time"I said as we walked towards the car "it's okay honey just next time call me more cause I miss you"she said smiling at me as she unlocked the car "don't worry I definitely will next time"I said putting my luggage in the back of the car and getting in. My mom started the car and we drove home. "So the last thing I heard from you was that you and Mario broke up cause he cheated on you with Kayla and that he came to see you and got into a fight with your friend Harvey"she said driving "Yup that was a lot of drama"I said "have you talked to Kayla at all since then?"she asked "nope"I said "so I'm guessing that friendship is done then?"she said "yes it is"I said "I never thought she would do that to you"she said "I never thought she would either but I guess people change"I said "that's true. So did you buy that hoodie on tour? It's nice but it looks kinda big for you"she said "oh um actually no I didn't buy it Harvey gave it to me"I said blushing a bit "ohh Harvey gave it to you"she said in that voice that your friend does when they talk to you about your crush "yes he did"I said smiling "so do you like this Harvey?"she asked "no actually I love Harvey"I said looking over at me and she looked at me in shock "wow you fall in love fast"she said "well mom he's so good to me. He'll literally do anything for me and he's the sweetest person ever. He makes me laugh and smile with his jokes and he's just the cutest"I said smiling thinking about him "he seems like a very nice boy"she said "he is very nice"I said looking over at her "he's obviously your boyfriend right?"she asked "yeah he is but don't worry he's nothing like Mario"I said "okay well if he breaks your heart like Mario did I will hurt him"she said "okay thank you for caring about me but I don't think he'll ever break my heart"I said "okay. Does he love you back?"she asked "yeah he does"I said smiling big "well then I'm glad you two are happy"she says smiling at me as she pulled into our driveway "thanks mom"I said "you're welcome! But I would like to talk to this Harvey one day"she said as we both got out of the car "well I don't think you'll be meeting him anytime soon cause he lives in the Uk and I can't even see him for like 3 or 4 months"I said "no I mean talk to him over FaceTime or something"she said as we walked into the house "oh okay we can do that"I said "good"she said. As I walked into my house I inhaled the scent. I missed being in the comfort of my own home. I went up to my room with my things and the first thing I did was lay down on my bed. I missed the feeling of my comfy bed after sleeping on hotel beds for a month. As soon as my head hit the pillow I felt eyes start closing but before I fell asleep I put my alarm on cause I have school tomorrow ew. I don't wanna go but I have to after not being there for a whole month. I tried not to think about school and I cuddled up in my blankets and fell asleep.