𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 & 𝐹𝒶𝓂𝑒 || Harvey Mills fanfic

• Chapter fifty seven •

maddie's pov

today is about three weeks into my pregnancy. harvey and i have decided that today will also be the day we tell our close friends and family about me being pregnant. i'm really scared to tell them because i don't want to be yelled at or be judged or called a disgrace cause that would just make me feel bad about myself and all of this when i have already felt bad about it and finally accepted the fact that i'm pregnant. since harveys family isn't here, well except for max of course, but other than max his family isn't here we thought we'd facetime them during our dinner to make it like their here with us to hear the big news. harvey and i are going to try to make a dinner together for all of them cause that's the least we could do after them learning what's going on today,but if our cooking doesn't workout too well we'll just order chinese food for everyone. we're gonna have to do it in the early afternoon cause of the time zones and when it's dinner for them it's lunch for us so i guess it's more of a lunch than a dinner but same difference either way. we're gonna make steak with caesar salad and some seasoned baby potatoes which will be a bit hard but we have to be able to get through things like this if we're about to start a family together in just a few months. when we told our parents need to tell them something important and big they probably think it just has to do with something involving our career or a big tour but it's much bigger than that so they definitely don't know what their getting their selves into. harvey just started barbecuing the steaks and i'm washing the lettuce and grading the cheese for the caesar salad. i guess i was chewing on nails like i usually do when i'm nervous cause harvey seemed to notice and just randomly gave me a hug and a kiss. "it'll be fine don't worry" he said giving me a reassuring smile "you don't know that though. what if they make us move out or something and we have to do this all on our own. i don't know much about being a mom since i never had much experience with children being the younger sibling and not having any younger cousins so i need my mom to get me through this and if i don't have her i don't know what i'll do" i said as i started to tear up a bit "mads, i know you're mom and i know that she'd never do that to you and even if she does you can always come back to stay with me and my family until things get better with her but i doubt that'll happen. you two have such a good relationship and i know she'll be supportive of you no matter what" he said "i know but i'm just scared" i said "i know you are but believe me so am i but we'll get through this together okay?" he said holding both of my hands and looking into my eyes "okay" i said giving him a smile "good now let's just get through trying to make this meal first before worrying about that" he said chuckling a bit and so did i "yes we have to worry about this first" i said and then we both got back to cooking for everyone. a few hours later we finished cooking and set the table for everyone to sit down at. max and amber have just arrived and are talking with my mom and david right now. (i'm sorry i must've changed the step dads name so many times by now but i keep forgetting what i put his name as😂) i'm starting to get more anxious and nervous as they sit down at the table. harvey and i put all the food on their plates for them and max was getting the ipad ready to call their parents, leo and tilly to join our lunch/dinner. "hello everyone" paul said waving as he answered our call "how are my boys doing?" sara asked "we're good mum" they said at the same time. them and their telepathy is really creepy sometimes. everyone started to eat their food and just socialized with the mills while harvey and i waited anxiously and scared to tell them what's going on. "this meal is very good maddie and harvey. thank you" david said as he ate his food "thank you" we said in unison giving him a smile and he smiled back "although this is a very good dinner what is the big news you guys need to tell us" my mom asked  looking up at harvey and i. as soon as she said that my heart dropped to my feet and i could feel butterflies forming in my stomach. i held onto harveys hand and looked at him straight in the eyes and i gave him a small nod to tell them. "um about that i know you guys are probably expecting it to be involved with our career or a big tour or something like that but it has nothing to do with that. it's actually much bigger and much more life changing than that" harvey said nervously "what is it then?" sara asked "um well i'm... uh i'm pregnant" i said and quickly looked down at my half eaten plate of food. i could tell all their stares on me and i really didn't want to look up at them to see the disappointment on their faces. "i'm really sorry guys. we didn't mean for this to happen but we've been taking care of it. we actually went to the doctor to get an ultrasound already and they said the baby seems to be good so far and she's three weeks along. we weren't gonna tell anyone until she was three months along just because things could still happen to the baby but we thought you deserved to know now" harvey said "oh" my mom said "well this was very unexpected" sara said "very" david said "i'm sorry guys okay? i know your disappointed in me but did you think we meant for this to happen? no so just please don't be mad i really don't need more worry and stress added onto this whole experience from you all" i said looking up at them "oh hunny i'm not disappointed in you. i could never be disappointed in you. yes i'm a bit mad and upset just because your only 17 and you still have your whole life ahead of you but we're all gonna be here for you and help you because we love you" my mom said giving me a hug "i know your probably really scared right now but i know your gonna be an amazing mom and harvey will be an amazing dad and i'm so happy for you two" she continued "thanks mom. i really needed to hear that" i said smiling "wow i'm gonna be an uncle" max said in shock "so am i" leo said "and i'm gonna be an aunt" tilly said "yes you are" harvey said "congrats best friend i love you and i know your gonna be a great mom. i can't wait to throw you a baby shower" amber said standing up from her seat to give me a hug "awe i love you too amber" i said hugging her back. the rest of the time we just finished up eating and talked about anything. i'm glad about how everyone reacted and it turned out to be a great night. i honestly can't wait for this baby to be born now to see how much of an amazing family he or she has

{a/n: hey guys! how are you? i'm officially done all my exams thank god cause i was so sick of first semester but i start up my new semester tmrw and i have a lot of easy classes this semester so i'm happy about that. i'm just kinda nervous to see who's in my classes and hopefully i'll have good teachers. also i have cried about my break up in my about two days but before that i cried pretty much everyday since it happened and it's been about two weeks now since we broke up. i'm still really hurt and miss him so much but it's slowly getting better which i'm happy about. he still snaps me all the time too and we try to have conversations but sometimes it's hard and he'll be dry when snapping me or leaves me on delivered which really hurts but oh well i guess that's just how it's gonna be from now on. i want to plan to meet up with him during the march break and hangout at the mall or something just to catch up with him and see him cuz i don't just wanna never see him again you know cuz he still means so much to me and i care about him a lot. idk if that's a good idea but i wanna know if you guys think i should ask him to hangout then so let me know in the comments. also i think this book will be coming to an end soon, not too soon but soon. i hope you enjoyed this chapter and i love you all so much <3 ~julia xoxo}