𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 & 𝐹𝒶𝓂𝑒 || Harvey Mills fanfic

• Chapter fifty six •

maddie's pov

   i'm seriously so relieved with the way that harvey reacted to me being pregnant and that he's gonna be there for me and for the baby. he decided to stay for another week in canada so he can come to my first ultrasound to see our baby. this is gonna be so cool and exciting to see. i haven't told anyone but him yet and i'm not planning on telling anyone else until about 3 months when i know for sure this baby is happening. my appointment is at 12:30pm, so we're just gonna tell my mom that we're going out for lunch when we're really going to the doctors to get my ultrasound done. i hate lying to my mom cause she's like my best friend, but i just can't deal with her being mad at me yet. i'm already stressed and scared about this as it is and i don't need her anger to add to it. i've been very quite and not myself these past few days. i'm just scared cause i don't know if i'm ready for this. i mean i'm only 17. i haven't got to live my life fully yet. i won't be able to travel the world, experience my crazy 20's and all the other fun things i would do before having children. i know it's a blessing and a gift to have a child and i'm super grateful to have this little bundle of joy inside of me, it's just i don't know if i want this yet. right now we're on our way to the clinic for my appointment. we arrived and harvey child locked my door like he usually does just so he can open it up for me. it's cute but can be annoying sometimes cause needs to let me do things on my own sometimes but i know he's just doing it to be nice. he held my hand and we walked into the clinic. we told the receptionist there that we had arrived so they knew we were here when they called us for our appointment. we sat down and waited for about 8 minutes or so until they call us in. they got me to lay down on this table and lift my my shirt to reveal my stomach. it's only been a few weeks so there's not really a bump yet but i'm excited to start to show a bit. harvey held my hand and they put this cold jell on my stomach. i flinched a little at first when it first touched my stomach from how cold it was it then i got used to it as they moved it around my stomach. "there's your baby right there" the doctor said pointing to the screen "oh wow" i said as tears started to form in my eyes. obviously happy tears. "it's so tiny" harvey said "i know" i said looking at him who had tears forming in his eyes too. he's such a sweetheart. i love how he's one of those guys that are able to show their emotions without caring what others think. the doctor printed out the pictures of the ultrasound and we made our way home. "i can't believe this is actually happening" i said as harvey started to drive back to my house "i know" he said "it's crazy how we're gonna be parents in just a few months" i said "i know but we're gonna be the best parents ever for our little bundle of joy" he said placing his hand on my tummy as he smiled at me and then he went back to focusing on the road. i'm so happy this happened with him. i know we're young but since the day i met harvey i knew he was the one i wanted to spend the rest of my life with and this just shows that i was right all along about our relationship

{a/n: hey guys! sorry for the short chapter i'm just not in the mood for writing about relationships and love rn but i got bored so i wanted to post a chapter. ur probably wondering why i don't wanna write about this and it's not cause i've lost interest in writing it's because my boyfriend of four months just broke up with me on friday and i'm really broken about it rn. he meant everything to me and i wanted to spend forever with him and so did he but his parents decided that they didn't want to drive him to see me anymore and he thought it would be too hard on the both of us having a long distance relationship and not being able to see each other as much anymore so he ended it. we both love each other very much still and i'm doing everything i can to get him back but i don't think it'll happen unfortunately but if it's rlly meant to be maybe one day we'll find our way back to each other. for now we're gonna try be friends but ik it'll be hard cuz i'm just so scared he'll move on and find someone new and i'll be stuck with my feelings for him. also i have my exams coming up soon so i probably won't be updating till after that cuz i rlly need to pass these exams to pass my courses. thank you for reading this chapter. i love you guys <3 ~julia xoxo}