Divergent High

Forty Third chapter

Four's POV

- Dude - Zeke says.

We've been standing outside Tris' door waiting for Dr. Rogers to come out, he was taking way too long and I was getting anxious.

- Dude - Zeke repeats, louder. I look at him, my face void of emotion.

He just stares at me and I look at the floor, getting lost on my own thoughts again

- I am sorry - He says. I look up surprised by what he said, I should be the one apologizing.

- What? - I say.

He frowns and glares at the floor, then he lets out a loud sigh and stands right in front of me.

- I am sorry, I shouldn't have said that it was your fault even thought it is -

"Well, that certainly makes me feel better" I think with sarcasm.

- But - He goes on - I want to know why did you kiss Lauren.

His face is impossible to read. He has his arm crossed across his chest giving him an intimidating aura. Shauna is standing beside him, trying to act like she is not paying attention to our conversation but she is failing miserably.

- Lauren told me that she wanted a chance and that we had a spark or something like that, she told me to kiss her to prove that it was true... - Zeke's face starts turning red with every word that leaves my mouth.

- And you believed her!? What about Tris? You doubted her love and yours! - He says, Shauna is grabbing his shoulder, stopping him for committing a murder.

- I was angry!! And sad!! Tris wasn't there - I try to explain but was there a real explanation? Zeke looks angrier than before.

- She told me that if I didn't feel a spark she would leave me alone! - I say, Zeke seems less willing to kill me so Shauna let him go.

He pulls his arm back and is about to hit me when the door opens and nurses come out pushing Tris' bed with her laying there shaking a little bit and having trouble to breath.

I start following them when Dr. Rogers stops me.

- What is happening!? - I ask him frenetically.

- Her lung failed, we are taking her to surgery - He says then walks away.

When he is still in earshot he says - you should sleep, you've been here for 24 hours! - Then he turns around and enters the room where Tris was taken.

Wow, I have been up for that long? Then tiredness hits me and I sit on the ground, a pale Zeke next to me and a crying Shauna on his lap.

We stay there, sobbing, crying, people there giving us weird glances full of pity and understanding.

But they didn't understand, no one can, they can try, but they won't fully success. It reminds me of something my mother used to say:

"I can share your pain, but I don't understand it."

She shared my pain when Marcus beat me but she couldn't understand because she wasn't in the same situation.

Soon, I fall asleep.

Get well Tris, Get well.

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Hey! I am so sorry that this chapter is so short, I won't update until Monday 'cause I am going somewhere without Internet so.... 😊😊😊

See you soon!!!