find the light [c. evans social media]

trente deux

incoming call from cheating chris
accept decline

camille?

yeah, i'm surprised i answered too.

it's not real.

what isn't?

because there's so much that couldn't be real right now.

the pictures.

they seemed pretty fucking real to me.

well yeah, that happened, i walked her dogs with her.

so that rules it out, the part that isn't real is when you said that i was the only one for you.

those are from 2015.

you can look it up if you don't believe me but i swear  

i trust you.

i think.

thanks, i appreciate it

people outside my hotel won't stop screaming.

oh my god go home already.

when do you come home?

whenever the fuck i want to, thank you very much.

i'm being serious, camille.

home to you, home to my actual house, or home to france?

i forgot that you live everywhere.

when will i see you again?

when i'm ready

and no, that's not now. and no, i don't know when that'll be.

oh. that's okay, take your time.

i know sebastian told you.

why didn't you?

because i wasn't ready to.

you know i would've wanted to talk about that stuff because i care so much about it.

i know you want kids and your own family.

i'm just not sure if you want that with me.

do you remember when i told you how i broke up with jenny?

kind of but not really.

i told her i didn't see a future with her.

but i saw one with you and i've seen one with you for awhile now.

are you being serious right now?

because if you're lying i'll rip your appendix out and knit a scarf out of it.

has anyone ever told you how pleasant you are?

oh yeah, all the time.

of course i'm being serious. i kind of love you, camille marie.

i guess i kind of love you too.

and it's okay if you're not ready to start having kids right now because i don't even think i am.

just wrap this damn tour and come home, i miss you, baby.

i miss you too.

i'm sorry that i got mad at you.

it's not like i didn't deserve it.

i have to sleep or i'm going to be a bitch tomorrow.

goodnight baby.

bonne nuit ma chérie.