find the light [c. evans social media]

cinquante huit

(not) lizzo:
camille,,,,

(not) lizzo:
what is going on with you?

cam(p rock):
nothing

cam(p rock):
what have you heard

(not) lizzo:
well you're freaking EVERYONE out

cam(p rock):
everyone?

(not) lizzo:
yes everyone. chris is super worried

cam(p rock):
he hasn't said anything

(not) lizzo:
because he said everything makes you cry

cam(p rock):
that may or may not be true

(not) lizzo:
he also said you're getting sick a lot

cam(p rock):
oh

(not) lizzo:
camille, i love you

(not) lizzo:
but this isn't my business unless you decide to tell me, which you don't have to.

cam(p rock):
you two are kind of oblivious

(not) lizzo:
that's nice but can you tell me what's going on

cam(p rock):
alright so basically

cam(p rock):
i am a hypocrite

(not) lizzo:
this whole meltdown was over being a hypocrite

(not) lizzo:
because that's not really that big of a deal

cam(p rock):
remember when everyone thought i was pregnant

(not) lizzo:
but you weren't

cam(p rock):
right

cam(p rock):
and i told people: wedding then kids

(not) lizzo:
is this just a trip down memory lane?

(not) lizzo:
i'm struggling to see the problem

cam(p rock):
you're stupid and i hate you

(not) lizzo:
OH MY GOD CAMILLE

(not) lizzo:
no fucking way

cam(p rock):
yeah i went to the doctors by myself because i didn't want to tell chris

(not) lizzo:
i'm crying

cam(p rock):
i'm so scared

cam(p rock):
i'm twenty two

(not) lizzo:
you're ready and if you're not, you have 9 months to prepare

cam(p rock):
idk what i'd do without you

(not) lizzo:
probably die

cam(p rock):
i mean, yeah, most likely.