Pretty much some fandom shit and my fanart. I dunno. I just post random stuff about my life or a draft for a book or something. Vents too.
Cover art IS mine.
Uhm- if you wanna know more about me, here you go! These are just a ton of fun facts about me that I always think about!
1. When I'm angry, my eyelids twitch! Kinda like a cartoon character, haha.
2. I'm scared to meet my internet friends in real life, because I'm ugly. I have crooked teeth, messy hair, and my lips are always bleeding.
3. Why are my lips always bleeding? Don't worry, I don't have herpes. And yes, I was made fun of in school for them. I actually pick my lips from anxiety and other reasons. As I said before, people in school always said things to me about them.
"Oh, your lips are bleeding." Is a common thing they'd tell me. My response, "Yeah, I know." Someone that was an asshole to me during school said, "Why're your lips bleeding? Do you have herpes or something?" My response, "No, I just pick my lips." "Oh, well stop it, or people will think that you have herpes."
Yeah. Guess what? I can't just "stop it". It's going to take a ton of effort for me to stop. I just can't stop. I've tried. The longest I haven't picked my lips was around... a week? But then, something made me upset, so I started picking my lips again. I pick my lips everyday, multiple times per day. Uh- I know, I haven't done a face reveal, but I can take a pic of my lips.
(My lips)
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(Wow I look so dark haha my mom's black and my dad's white)
I heard that it's a disorder. I've been doing it since kindergarten so... also, you might think that it looks semi-natural, but that's just because I haven't picked my lips much today. And, it looks worse in real life.
4. I've probably said this before, but I'm skinny as hell. Not in a bad way, though, because I actually exercise a lot. Like, in 7th grade, I was 95 pounds. In 8th, 100. Now I dunno, but I've been more active lately than I used to be.
5. As you know from some of my works, I love skateboarding! I also love other things too; shooting guns, climbing, playing with my three dogs, hiking, biking, going on walks, soccer, tennis, etc. And, people at school think that I should eat more. -_- Annoying fucks. Well, whatever, I'm doing online schooling this year.
6. I'm biromantic. Just making sure that everybody knows that.
7. Okay, here's an odd one. If I see anything related to private parts or sex, I will be traumatized. I hate that kind of shit. No. No. No. No. No. No. If it's in writing, it's fine. If not, no.
8. Yes, of course, people in school had a lot to say about me because I'm asexual. Some people have said terrible things to me about it, which was actually surprising. I hope that other asexuals don't have to go through what I did.
People at school's comments after I thoroughly explain why I'm asexual and what it means:
"Oh, so you're not gonna have sex with anybody? Well, you're probably just gonna jack off or something, hahaha."
Very funny. Haha. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. Never say that shit to me, please. No. No. No.
"Haha, yeah, sure. That's just what you're saying for now, but when you date someone, it'll change."
No, it won't fucking change. I'm asexual, which means that I'm not interested in doings those things with anyone. I'm disgusted just thinking about it. Stop. Provoking. Me.
And, someone tried to date me while not understanding what asexual is. I know, I say that I've never dated anyone, and here's why I say that: I never wanted to date this person. It was one-sided, yet they thought that I liked them or something? Not only were they dumb as hell, I just really wasn't into them. Fine, it was a girl.
I'm scared to vent about this because it's kind of triggering. Everybody says that she 'raped' me, but no lower private parts were messed with, so I just call it 'sexual harassment'. Okay, this actually kinda hurts me to talk about, so imma skip to the next fun fact. But, here, this is why you ask for consent before... sexual things. Yep.
9. To make money, I sell dreamcatchers! It's actually really fun, and I'll take a pic of one that I'm currently working on.
(The dream catcher.)
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Yeah! I make bracelets too! There, that lightened the mood a bit.
10. I try my best to make people happy. Why? Well, during 6th grade through 9th grade, I had a very intense experience with depression. It got to the point that I even wrote a suicide letter to my parents, explaining why I... y'know, when I died early. As you can tell, I'm still here! With all of the things I do lately, I haven't been suicidal! That's great! Also, I go to therapy, which helps a lot. So yeah, I'm sad sometimes, and I think about it, but I'd never kill myself now!
Now, I have a purpose. I want to make people happy. You, dear reader, I try to write my heart out to make you happy. When I succeed in making people happy, it makes me happy! I just want everyone to stop hurting, and I wish that everyone could just get along.
11. Uuuuh I'm running out of facts now, so if you're curious about anything else, just leave a comment! Thanks for reading, it means a lot to me!
