Pretty much some fandom shit and my fanart. I dunno. I just post random stuff about my life or a draft for a book or something. Vents too.
Cover art IS mine.
I know that the bad thing that somebody (not saying who becauseeee just thinking of their name hurts) sexually harassed me happened in 8th grade (I'm in 10th now), but it still bothers me. I feel like it's my fault. Like, idk, why didn't I do anything?? I just felt so paralyzed that I didn't fucking move and now I have to deal with this memory coming into my head and replaying over and over and I AAAAAAA I can't take it anymore. I should be over it by now! Goddamn. Sorry, I just had to say something bccc idk, my next therapy session is december 10. Good god, why is counseling every two/three weeks?! I need it every week! ;v;.
Also, sorry for not being online very much. My situation at home isn't getting any better. I feel safer when I'm not at home, when my mom isn't around. When she tries to act kind to me, I feel sick to my stomach, and scared. I always imagine that we will soon actually get into a physical fight, and I will lose due to how much more powerful she is compared to me. Wow, typing that made me feel like such a coward.
On a brighter note, I've been reading a lot lately! I highly recommend that you start reading the book "Fortuna" by Kristyn Merbeth. My dad bought it for me while we were in a town nearby to avoid my mom. He understands, mostly. He just thinks that it can be fixed, but it can't. I know that it can't be fixed. I don't want my mom around me. Not while she's the person that she is right now. ANYWAY, Fortuna is a good book so far! I'm on chapter 7! And, I've been reading a lot of Hazbin Hotel fanfictions here on Wattpad. Very epic, I ship Charlastor (Charlie X Alastor) the most though.
So, uhm, bye! I'll be fine, don't worry about it.
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