Pretty much some fandom shit and my fanart. I dunno. I just post random stuff about my life or a draft for a book or something. Vents too.
Cover art IS mine.
My relationship with my mother is summed up into this:
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But like, the thing that's bothering you doesn't even have to be about anybody. It could just be something you feel about yourself. Like:
Mom: "what's wrong?"
Me: "I just feel sad today..."
Mom: "why?"
Me: "I dunno dude..."
Mom: *gets triggered somehow???*
Mom: "If nothing happened to you then why are you sad? Spoiled ass American kid... other people go through so much more than you do. You're so selfish, seriously, you're a narcissist. Like, when I was your age, I lived in Ethiopia. And do you know what I went through? I..."
Mom: *goes on to ramble about her entire fucking childhood*
Me: "oh yeah man, haha, I'm not sad..."
Like lmao, how can you possibly make someone feel more shitty than they already felt. Also, here's what happened yesterday, which was just g r e a t.
Okay sooo me and my mom got into an argument bc I didn't pass her the tv remote right away when she asked for it, then she got pissed off??? Btw "SH mom" is gonna stand for "the mother of my sexual harasser". If you don't know about that, go to my previous vents. Life is shit.
**Edit: If you don't understand this, the paragraph(s) after the chat below explains it further**
Mom: "y'know what, I already know that you hate me."
Me: "but like, I don't-"
Mom: "nobody understands me"
Me: ...???
Mom: "I should become friends again with SH mom"
Me: "...Why are you telling me this??"
Me: "y'know I never told you to stop being her friend??"
Mom: *doesn't have a damn valid argument*
Mom: "well, I'm gonna go talk to her, and we're gonna be friends again"
Me: "Cool?? I don't care?"
Mom: "Huh. I bet that you're gonna talk to your dad about this." *gets up and leaves*
Me: *confused, like wtf was that??*
Okay, re-reading that, that might not make sense to you. Imma elaborate a bit.
SH mom and my mom were friends, which is how me and my sexual harasser became friends. Then, as you already know, my friend wasn't who they seemed. Then, I got depressed, deeply, and my mom decided to stop being friends with SH mom to comfort me. Though, I never specifically asked for them to stop being friends. So, yesterday, I guess my mom was trying to make me depressed again by saying that they're gonna be friends again. And well, I guess it worked. I hope that bitch is happy, because now I do feel like shit. And that did hurt.
Btw, don't feel sad for me, I hate it when people feel pity for me. Like, not only do I not deserve it, but your pity doesn't fix my situation. I want you guys to be happy :7
