Floor 4 Room 419 || Bang chan Ff || Stray Kids [✔]

12

The next few days Yuna didn't come out of her room. She didn't talk to anyone, and only ate a little bit after Felix was on his knees with tears in his eyes, begging her to. 

Everyone except for Chan had tried brightening up her mood a little bit, but nothing seemed to work. 

He was too scared to face her. After he saw her in her room sitting on the bed, not even trying to cover her wounded body anymore and looking at him, as if she wanted to ask him why he didn't come sooner and saved her, he was scared. Scared of her being mad. 

The only one who was mad at him was Felix. But only on the first day after the incidence. He even punched him until he realised it wasn't his fault. After all, Chan didn't know about Jackson.

But nevertheless Chan was mad at himself. 

And now after a week had passed and after being forced by the others, he was standing in front of her door.

He knocked on the door, but there was no response. He just opened it and went in.

He walked up to her bed and saw a small figure, curled up in blankets. 

"Hey Yuna" 

She didn't react. 

He sat down. "I-i am sorry that i just left. I didn't know that he was your ex boyfriend. I thought he was more important to you than I am. It may sound stupid, but the truth is that the moment I saw him on top of you, I thought I lost. I thought I lost the chance of being with you. Being able to call you mine. I was about to ask you, if you wanted to be my girlfriend that evening. In front of all those people, so I can show everyone proudly, the beautiful girl that will stay by my side from now on. I even got Felix’s permission. But I messed up. I wanted to be the one who protects you, but I already failed before we were even together. I should have been there. I’m so sorry" and with that Chan broke down completely. Letting out all the emotions of the past days. 

When his sobs got louder, he felt two arms around his waist. 

"It's not your fault. Okay?" Yuna whispered.

Chan turned around. What he saw wasn't Yuna. At least not the Yuna he knew.  The Yuna that was in front of him had dark circles under her eyes and looked so fragile and vulnerable. The sight of her broke his heart even more and he started crying once again. 

"Don't cry," Yuna said this time in English. 

It was the first time he could hear her speaking English and her accent was beautiful. 

She continued speaking in English.

"You always tell me to stop crying. Now I am the one telling you. It's not your fault. I didn't tell you. And I don't think protecting me from everything is even possible. Look at me, I am such a mess just like my pathetic life. But it's okay, I’m getting used to it. No one can protect me Chan. I already tried stopping it myself, but it just doesn't work" she said smiling, but even a blind person could see that she was faking it.

"What do you mean by you tried stopping it?"

Yuna let out a laugh. It wasn't the laugh Chan enjoyed hearing. 

"Why do you think I was in that hospital? You want to be together with me? Oh Christopher, you don't even know me. You don't know about the accident where my parents died and I got separated from Felix. You don't know about the two years afterwards where everyone was blaming me and telling me that I should have been the one who died. YOU DON'T KNOW THAT THE ONLY REASON WE MET, WAS THAT I FAILED COMMITTING SUICIDE" She raised her voice at the end.

There was silence between them until Chan spoke up. And just like her, he started speaking in English. 

"Listen Yuna. I know we only met each other three weeks ago. But those three weeks were some of the most beautiful moments in my life. You made me happier than anyone else could. I was struggling with everything as well. My mother hasn't woken up for a year now, and I am the CEO of the biggest company in Korea at the age of twenty-two. You were my moon in the darkness. You appeared when I needed you the most. And I don't fucking care about your past, or if it's good or not. The only thing that matters is the here and now. And you know what? Right now I am so fucking in love with you. And if you really think I don't know you enough, then fucking tell me. Tell me everything about you. I will be right here listening to you no matter how long it will take." 

Yuna didn't know what to say. Even though she told him the things she had hidden from him, he was not mad at her or disgusted by her pathetic, shitty life. No, he was like always. He was like the Chan who understood everything. Who made her feel loved.

"You really love me huh?" Yuna asked.

"So fucking much, you have no idea" he answered.

She didn't know where the confidence came from, but she just let her heart do what it wanted to do. 

She kissed him.

He looks so good I can't

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Special thanks to Leo_The_Lioness for editing and correcting my mistakes!☀️