Why I write newsies fanfics

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Ok so I've been a bit sad, don't want y'all to feel sorry for me, but just wanted to write this.

I don't have older brothers. That's the one thing I always wanted. People I know say they're annoying but you don't understand how much I want a brother.

I've had boy who are friends/best friends with me. But time passes and they want to talk to other people, don't have the same interests as me, or we just don't talk.

I'm not alone. I know people who'll have my back but I'm just scared I'll never have a close relationship as I did have with some people.

I always wanted Jack Kelly to be my older brother, stupid I know, I just feel sad watching newsies now. I want them all to be there in my life: loving me, protecting me, helping me. The reality is I don't have anyone like that. I makes me so sad thinking about it.

I want Jack to teach me things (like a big brother or parent would)

I want Spot Conlon to scare off kids that annoy me

I want Romeo to flirt with me as fun.

I want a sarcastic friend like Race.

I want a sweet friend like Crutchie

I want Albert to make pranks with me .

Etc.

So that's why I usual write about a girl having lots of older brothers (newsies) because that's what I want in life.

I'm not complaining. I love the people around me but at times, like right now, it hits you hard in the chest when you come back to reality.

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Will probs update June Conlon series around Sat / Sunday

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