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oke so what am i gonne do now. what if i go with corbyn. its illegal, but also not realy. would our parents allow it, or are we gonne need to keep it a secret. and his fans, wouldnt they think its weird? but lets see, what if i go with zach? i think everyone would allow it. but then i need to see corbyn all the time when we both know we like eachother. i cant do that to him but also not to myself. what the hell im i gonne do. Zach opens the door and smiles when he sees me. "hey, come in" he opens the door a little bit more open so i can come in as he said. "thanks, hey, uuuhm, i think i need to tell you something." after i said that he took my wrise and walked with me upstairs. "what is it?" he says while hes opening the door from his room. omg here it comes... wait... i dont have to decide yet, right? what if i just ask him on a date. no one would have to know, you know? oke so lets face it and look how it goes. i will tell corbyn the truth if he will find out. zach looks into my eyes and they are so shiny. i smile and tried to act nervous.. what i also was but i kinda know he likes me. "he wanne go out on a date?" i ask questioning how he would awnser. he smiles for a sec "i would love to..but.." then he looks a little sad. o no i said something wrong. see thats just why i keep sitting in my little house asking nobody out. "i could never do that to corbyn, you know. hes technicaly youre brother." he looks at his hands. ooh is this what its all about. i tought i missed understood everything. thank god i tought wrong. i was almosty laughing because of the things i tought. but we where in a moment, i shouldnt ruin that. i hold one of his hands and places it on my knee. i tried to get his eyes falling into myn while i said "nobody gotta know." he smiles and looks in my eyes. "but im a tough guy". i smile and say "well... im the Bad Guy, DUH". we both laugh cuz we know what we are talking about. "i promise not to tell anyone about this, we can go walking in the woods and find out what we are gonne do. i'll get some food before we go. how sounds saturday night around 8 p.m?" i say. " sounds honestly perfect!" he smiles. i stood up from the bed and said "well i'll see you there."i gave him a little kiss on his cheek and walked away with these butterflys in my stumic. while i was walking outise i kept thinking about if it was wrong what i did. what am i gonne do with corbyn. i dont wanne mess with people theyre feelings you know.

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