17 and pregnant with Luke Brooks baby

Chapter twenty three

23.

*Lukes Pov*

I looked at my phone in disbelief, this couldn't be happening. I kept reading the text over and over, trying to catch my breath as I choked with excitement worry and sadness all in one. I looked around the room and then back down to my phone again thinking of Alexa

"The tour plans have been made, tickets have gone onsale and are almost sold out! Tour will only last the month of may and you will be touring all of Australia!" Is what the text read

I couldnt leave Alexa here while I toured Australia? I wondered if there was still a possibility she could come with us but I highly doubt it, she was now just 7 months pregnant and I couldn't leave her alone for a month, I couldn't. What if she had the baby early and I wasn't here? What if there was difficulties or something bad happened? But I couldn't not go on tour because venues had been booked and tickets bought I really couldn't just let down the fans, not after everything I put them through

"Luke" Alexa said walking into our room and shutting over the door quietly, her face was pale, her voice quiet

"When were you going to tell me you were going on tour?" She asked

"I only found out, look there's the text" I said showing her

"Alexa I don't want to leave you, this is going to kill me! Please tell me it's not to late for you to come" I said

"I don't think I can luke, but I'm really going to miss you" she said hugging me tightly

I couldn't even bear to look at her in the eyes, knowing that in a few days I wouldn't be able to feel her kiss or touch, hear her voice, see her pregnant stomach and overall just see her, that killed me

"What am I going to do without you" she laughed a little but I knew she was hurting

I know it was only a month but I was going to miss her so much, I wanted to be there the whole pregnancy and now I was missing a month of it! A lot could happen in a month

"When are you going?" She asked breaking the silence

"Emh Saturday" I said looking at my phone

Today was Wednesday which meant we were leaving in 2 days, I had 2 days before leaving the most important person in my life for a month

"Well let's make a promise, we can skype every single day and I'll tell you what's happening with the baby And everything else! Sound like a deal?" She asked trying her hardest to make this situation just a little easier on the both of us

"Okay" I smiled turning to her

"And I'll be there at the airport to say goodbye and to welcome you back home again" she said

I nodded but I knew how hard it was going to be saying goodbye, even if it was only a month. I knew I sounded so dramatic but I really didn't want to leave her put of my reach, anything could happen to her and I wouldn't be there to help her and protect her.

I really didn't want to leave her, I really didn't

I got up from the bed and walked over to my wardrobe taking out my suitcase placing it on the floor

"You're not packing now are you?" She asked getting up coming towards me

"No I just wanted to put something of yours into my suitcase before I forgot" I said

She laughed a little and went over to her drawer of clothes taking out the Abercrombie lace dress and a baggy Tshirt spraying them with the perfume I loved the most before handing them to me

"I know how much you love the dress and the perfume and the top is just something extra" she said putting them in

"Here I want you to take this then" I said taking off my Tshirt and handing it to her

She held it tightly smelling it and then holding it close to her chest her eyes closed

"smells like heaven" she said before holding it close to her chest again