17 and pregnant with Luke Brooks baby

Chapter twenty four

24.

*Alexas Pov*

I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock ringing in my ears, groaning slightly rubbing my eyes. As soon as I opened them I remembered what day it was and my heart fell to the end of my stomach like a ton of bricks, luke was leaving today. I sat up and turned the alarm off checking the time, 6:30 am.

I looked to luke who was still in a deep sleep, I didn't want to wake him because I didn't want him to leave but I knew I had to so I started to shake him gently

"Luke" I said a few times still shaking him

"I don't want to go" he groaned putting the pillow over his head

"I know but you have to come on" I said pulling him up

"Okay fine" he grunted getting up getting changed into his clothes he'd left out of the locker

"Are you ready?" I asked him starting to bring his bag down the stairs

He nodded and carried the other two bags he had down behind me. All the other boys were already in the living room full of excitement and nerves

"Are you ready to goooo?!" Beau screamed with excitement

I looked to luke who nodded and proceeded in leaving the sitting room with the other boys, he didn't seem half excited about the tour even though he should be. The car ride was loud but luke still remained quiet not speaking a single word, every now and then he would look up and nod or sigh but nothing more nothing less.

We soon reached the airport, the sun starting to come up more making it brighter, no fans were there which was understandable since it was so early. The airport almost seemed dead, only a few bodies walking around, the place was almost silent, well in my eyes anyway. There soon came a point where me and Gina couldn't go any further since we didn't have boarding passes

"I guess this is it boys" Gina said looking at them all, tears forming in her eyes

"I'm so proud of you all and I hope the tour is great and everything goes well! Don't forget to Call me and let me know how things are going for you" Gina said almost choking on her own words

Me and Gina hugged all the boys good bye and wished them a safe flight and a good luck, then it came to me and luke, we Waited till last to say our goodbyes

"I think we should give them a minute" Daniel said indicating everyone else would walk away. Soon enough the other boys had gone through and Gina was gone over to sit down leaving me and luke

"Well" he started, he looked up to me his eyes filling with tears. I put my hand to his check catching the tears before the fell. I hugged him tightly and whispered into his ear

"Don't cry, it's only a month you can do it" before giving him a quick smile

"I'll see you soon, I'll call and text you every single day okay?" He said

"Okay, have a safe flight and amazing shows, I love you so much" I said

"I love you too babe" he said before giving me one last kiss before loosening his grip and walking away. I kept smiling and waving at him until he was completely out of sight, that's when I cried for the first time.

I'd kept strong because I knew If I cried it would make it even harder to say goodbye, so I kept it in making it that little but easier.

I walked over to Gina who gave me a hug and handed me a tissue

"They'll be home before you know it" she said to me

I nodded at her and kept thinking about this time next month, I'd have luke back in my arms again and a baby girl due within a matter of weeks. We soon left the airport after we waited to see their plane take off into the sky. As it took off I stood there and blew a kiss and then watched it disappear into the clouds, gone out of my sight and reach.

When we reached the house it was quiet, not a nice quiet more like a scary quiet. The house felt empty and I felt like I didn't know where to go even though I'd been living here 3 and a half months. I decided I'd go back up to bed and try sleep for another while as did Gina. As I walked into the room I looked around expecting to see luke but then it hit me he wasn't there, I walked over to the bed and lay down pulling the duvet over my head to keep me warm because I didn't have the warmth of his arms around me. After lieing there for a while I thought to myself

"How am I going to do this for a full month?"

It was extremely boring not having any of the boys here to talk to and all my friends were still attending school, what was I meant to do? I kept twisting and turning in the bed trying to get comfortable but soon gave up, it was almost impossible to get comfy when the only thing that made me feel comfortable was luke and the only thing that got me to sleep was the beating of his heart