Secret And Betrayal

Is real love that you don't know about.

I was outside washing uncle's car when I saw Karim entering inside I think he went out to buy something I decided to water him. I pulled the tab infront of him and sprayed the water on him. He looked shocked, he took of his shirt and started chasing me around. He got tired and stop I thought he had given up he took the tab infront of the gate and water me up completely. I wanted revenge although I started it. I runned closer to him and took the tab from him. He runs as I chase him up with the water. His leg hit the stone infront of him and he fell down without me saying junk I feel right on him. That was the most romantic scene  ever. He looked at me in the eye and I smiled. It felt so perfect to be lying on him he gave me a light smile and brought his head a little closer to me and i looked away "karim' May what are you guys doing on the floor. karim I thought I sent you?"
"I'm sorry mum I was helping May out I'll be right there" I slowly got up from him and ran back to what I was doing as he puts on his shirts and walk away. He looks so cool my hand felt his packs and I can tell the colour of his eye ball and those cute lips of his and his well arrange teeth. everything feels so perfect that I feel I can't hide does feelings of my forever.
I was in the room doing some few drawings when I knock came. I got up and open the door  only to see karim he walked in and closed the door after him. He sat on my bed and help me out with the drawing he seems pretty cool in drawing too. There was tension in the air we looked at each other he pushed a little bit closer and our lips meet I could feel my heart say hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah and he let go of me at once. "May ever since you came to this house I couldn't concentrate in whatever I'm doing, it was always you in my mind I didn't know what was happening to me how could I possibly fall in love with my cousin that was the biggest mistake but I couldn't reject my feelings I tried so many ways to show it out but you always prove ignorant and I can't help it anymore I really wanted to tell you today I love you I've been meaning to tell you for a long time ever since I saw you in the kitchen my heart missed a beat you looked so beautiful and I love your voice. I couldn't wait to propose love to you but I thought of the whole situation what if it doesn't work out well for me, what if you reject me please don't say anything I'm just crying out my heart to you just as you always been crying yours to me goodnight. But remember even if I can be with you but I still love you it's real love that you don't know about." I couldn't find my voice neither could I find my mind what just happened, did he just proposed to me, so I wasn't the only one feeling this, I wasn't the only one going through sleepless night karim loves me. what a wonderful world I thought I was going to be rejected but rather he was feeling the same thing towards me but at least he should have stay to hear what I have to say to him. why did he just walk away without hearing anything from my side doesn't he wants any reply or he's giving me time to think things over. I really don't need to think about anything cuz I love him back and I'll fight for him till I get him fully but anyways I'm not so sure what if he doesn't love me, what if he's a player, what if he just want to have me and throw me away, I don't think he has that kind of wicked heart I'm sure he truly love me real love that I don't know about that was a powerful word he's said. I love Karim