Loving You, Loving Me

Chapter 52 - Prequel (Part 1)

[Author's note: Since the timeline in the original is fast and loose, I am going to play it the same way. This all happens after the return from the beach but could also be in the same time frame as Chapter 52 in the novel making it a 'ghost'.]

The silence that descended around them was heavily charged with sexual tension and neither Kit nor Ming could claim they didn't recognize it for what it was.

Ming's POV

I was accustomed to wanting. It was just there. So even though I knew we were both feeling the drive to do more, there was an argument for restraint. I just couldn't remember what it was. There had been options before we went to the beach. Things we could have done together that would have been anything but sex. Spending time that didn't include all the thoughts currently crowding inside my head.

Now I couldn't think of even one of them.

Which is why, instead of teasing Kit or making a joke about our situation, I lifted Kit onto my lap and held him there. It was why he didn't protest my actions. It was why, when my lips met his in a hard, carnal and desperate kiss, he opened up to me like a flower in bloom. Assaulting me with his flavour and the heady rush feeling like I had inhaled a drug that infused my entire body with lust.

Something was different. P'Kit was aggressive enough – for someone like him – to make it clear that he wanted more from me. I had been waiting for this for what felt like an eternity that now that we were here, I felt overwhelmed. I wanted to be careful and gentle with him but I there was no way to keep it together in the face of my desire...in the face of his wanting me back as much as I wanted him.

I undressed him. Pulling his t-shirt off in one quick move that he helped expedite by raising his hands. His jeans were a little harder to get off but again he helped by shimmying his hips so the garment slid off his legs when I gave it a few hard tugs. I wanted to feast of the sight of his body but he was intent on something else.

He undressed me.

Pulled my shirt off and then helped me with my pants just like I had done with him. Lying on the bed in our underwear, I was temporarily overcome by how far we had come.

"I want to see you." I said to him and he nodded silently.

I reached for his boxers and pulled them off him. Mine followed shortly after.

This was the first time I got to see him completely naked. My Kitkat was absolutely beautiful. I wanted to taste him. I wanted to own him. Possess him in every way possible. I kissed him softly. Only he responded passionately; stealing my good intentions. His mouth was so sweet I was rueful about letting him go but I wanted more than just his kisses.

His skin was warm to the touch. The mild taste of sweat so tasty. His soft moans and gasps like music to my ears. His desperate clawing on my body – whether to stop me or keep me going – was deeply arousing.

I had a tube of lubricant I had stashed in my bedside drawer. Getting it out caught P'Kit's attention and although I had an explanation ready, I didn't have to say anything. We were in this together. I wanted to give a loud whoop but instead I let my body speak to me; speak for me.

"I want to suck you." My eyes were fixed to his straining cock but I looked up to him when I heard his loud moan at my words. "Do you want that?"

"Ming...fuck! Yes...I...I want..." I never let him finish whatever he was saying. I just kissed his cock. Then I sucked it into my mouth. I swirled my tongue over the head. "Aish...fff...fuck...Ming!"

The taste of him burst on my tongue. It was musk and man and all Kit. Taking him all in until my sense were flooded with him and only him. I wanted to give him the same pleasure he was giving me.