Where are you?

-Chapter 9-

Yongsun pov
Something has shifted between and it was for the worst. The trust that we had built is slowly breaking with every accusation that leaves my mouth, but the anger I feel is stronger. I was her best friend and I should at least know whether she had romantic feelings for someone. "You guys should leave and get some rest. Because we clearly aren't gonna fix anything today." I snap out of my thoughts and look at Byul who seemed to be upset.

I was trying to find the words to say to her, but the damage is done. We're all acting like fools that lead each other on without knowing it. "you're right let's continue this conversation some other day." I spoke up without looking at her and look at Hwasa instead, but she seemed to be in deep thought. "Okay." Was all that left her mouth as she grabbed her things and left without looking back.

I sigh and grab my things as well before chasing after to her. "Hwasa! Slow down a bit!" I say and catch up to her, but she completely stopped and I almost crashed into her. "Hey, what's wrong?" I ask softly and I became alarmed when I heard her sniffing. I didn't say a word and hugged her as she held me tightly.

"I'm losing her." She mumbles, but those words weren't what I wanted to hear. She was clearly upset after that argument with Wheein, but I felt the exact same with Byul. We we're losing them and for me to admit out loud was something I denied myself to do. Once those words leave my mouth then everything begins to come to true. I'll have to face the reality of losing her.

Moonbyul Pov
I looked at Wheein and she looked in deep thought. I slowly approach her and call out to her softly, "Wheein, it's okay I'm here." And that seemed to have pushed her over the edge as she falls to her knees and cries her heart out. I immediately panicked as I knew Wheein had reached her limit and could no longer pretend those feelings of hopelessness weren't there. She couldn't ignore the way her heart ached.

I hold her in my arms and try my best to hold in my tears, but my heart was aching just as much as Wheein's heart was. "It's okay." I whisper to her and rub her back, but eventually her cries seemed to slowly stop. I knew she was in no condition to go home alone so I simply carried her in my arms and laid her in my bed. I had noticed she had fallen asleep, she didn't deserve to cry herself to sleep.

I sit on the edge of my bed and watch Wheein sleep, but I noticed how her tear stains were obvious. This pain was consuming her and she can't do anything about except hide it. I take a deep breath and try to think of a way to save her from this pain, but I couldn't even get myself out of it.

I'm not strong enough to continue to fight, but I sure as hell have the courage to give up. Things were continuing to become a blur to me with every passing day and I feared that I'll lose sight of who I am. I lay beside Wheein and look at the ceiling and let myself be consumed by my thoughts.

The taste of your lips lingers on mine and without a doubt I knew I've fallen for you. The empty space in my bed seems too big for me and as I reach out for you the feeling of nothing hits me. Love feels like loneliness, especially when I'm loving you.

I've decided to give you guys another chapter since you've all been patient. The chapters will get a tad bit sadder so prepare yourself for some angst because it's much needed in a story like this! Anyways I'm sorry for any mistakes but enjoy the show!